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Soon4me

Soon4me

Enlightened
Jun 15, 2018
1,591
To avoid where you are now ?
For me i would liked to have had different parents who would not have over protected me
and who would have allowed me to have friends and make my own mistakes and learn from them
and not made me to take meds that messed up my head.
 
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IQof87SadButTrue

Member
Jun 11, 2018
35
I would focus more on my education and not have skipped every class. I would get a good skill at trade school to become a mechanic and escape the poverty I live in now. Second I gambled away my life savings on my addiction which would have been enough for me to retire on I would have not done that.
 
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Meena

Meena

Student
Jun 7, 2018
138
I would have chosen to live isolated since i had 24 (when i had my first bipolar crisis) and lived as a hikikoromi to protect myself from society which has no piety and compassion 4 people like me. Just hide myself from society.
 
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Malice1

Malice1

Experienced
Apr 6, 2018
286
I would have chosen to live isolated since i had 24 (when i had my first bipolar crisis) and lived as a hikikoromi to protect myself from society which has no piety and compassion 4 people like me. Just hide myself from society.
Agreed, especially with the bold part. I would have isolated and hid myself from society for sure.
 
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Jon86

Jon86

Specialist
Apr 9, 2018
369
Not sure physical illness over decades brought me to the hell of suicidal depression. I don't think I had a chance to be honest. I would break just the same with a second go around. If my physical health was fine, I wouldn't be on here.
 
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Tiredman

Tiredman

Rest is best
Apr 30, 2018
229
If I could go back an reverse my physical injuries I'd do it
 
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chronicpainnomore

chronicpainnomore

Not Circling the Drain Anymore
May 31, 2018
310
I wouldn't let the military do my back surgery. It was supposed to make me feel better, but they messed it up and it's been a shitshow ever since. Medications managed the pain well up until now but thanks to the drug abusers, I'm fucked.

Going back further, I would have behaved in high school so I didn't blow the full ride at Georgia Tech that I had.

Why is it that the most important time in our lives when it comes to our future is also the time when hormones are raging and we're daft idiots?
 
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Fylobatica

Fylobatica

Inactive
Apr 1, 2018
365
Basically, I wouldn't change anything - -because it's human existence that has lots of faults, no matter what you do to be 'happy'. Being happy, often, might not be enough
 
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Steve

Member
Jun 14, 2018
80
To avoid where you are now ?
For me i would liked to have had different parents who would not have over protected me
and who would have allowed me to have friends and make my own mistakes and learn from them
and not made me to take meds that messed up my head.

Like you, I would have stopped myself from taking those benzos recommended by the school counsellor. Those pills fucked up my head big time.
 
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Strumgewehr

Experienced
Jun 7, 2018
271
CTB earlier.
 
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JSRF

JSRF

Student
May 30, 2018
134
Report my homelife to CPS and hope to get transferred in a proper family
 
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Irukinj

Irukinj

Member
May 12, 2018
16
Jump into Niagara Falls when I had the chance...
 
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ImNotBatman

ImNotBatman

Student
May 9, 2018
143
Not trust my best friend, and to not be so petty to my ex. :(
 
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Imaginos

Imaginos

Full-time layabout
Apr 7, 2018
638
Hmm, not much, to be honest. Somehow being able to kill myself at a far younger age certainly goes without saying. Other than that, well I don't know. I've managed to avoid a lot of life's bullshit being that I've been fortunate enough to live as a complete hermit/hikikomori for the last 11 years while also not really having any major past regrets/trauma to speak of. Only thing I can think of is for me to have been less of a prick to my mom when I was younger. Then again, she was quite the pill to swallow herself back then, so enh. Fuck it. The thought of starting this shit over again is a fucking nightmare, anyway.

Basically, I wouldn't change anything - -because it's human existence that has lots of faults, no matter what you do to be 'happy'.

This person gets it. Well said.

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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
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Endthismisery

Endthismisery

Member
May 12, 2018
84
Asked my mum at the age of ten to give me up because she clearly didn't love me and I think if I didn't see the stuff I had seen growing up

Maybe the best part of my day wouldn't be knowing suicide is around
 
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bygone

Member
Jun 3, 2018
13
I'd avoid doctors, apart from routine check-ups and vaccinations. If I hadn't trusted, elevated those fuckers, put them on the pedestal that we, as a society, do - I'd be in great health and at the prime of my life. Modern medicine is profit-driven and full of greed like every other industry. I'd be married, probably have kids by now. I would've quit my job by now, moved to another city. My life would be utterly unrecognizable if I only had my health.
 
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El Topo

El Topo

(---)
Apr 21, 2018
478
I'd avoid doctors, apart from routine check-ups and vaccinations. If I hadn't trusted, elevated those fuckers, put them on the pedestal that we, as a society, do - I'd be in great health and at the prime of my life. Modern medicine is profit-driven and full of greed like every other industry. I'd be married, probably have kids by now. I would've quit my job by now, moved to another city. My life would be utterly unrecognizable if I only had my health.

Pretty much the same story for me.
 
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DF90

DF90

Experienced
Mar 18, 2018
275
My life has always been a depressing shot show, but I think I could be relatively content again if I could go back and change some of the things I did last year.
 
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Tomasnil

Tomasnil

Mage
Apr 24, 2018
519
Run away from home earlier
 
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NumbItAll

NumbItAll

expendable
May 20, 2018
1,024
I'd kill myself much earlier to avoid a pointless existence of misery.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,165
I would end it once I turned 18 … would've saved me years of misery.
 
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millefeui

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2018
1,035
The last thing I want is to start this life all over again. A new life under my own specific criteria? Maybe, who knows. This life? No, thanks. Screw that.
 
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Life sucks

Visionary
Apr 18, 2018
2,136
The last thing I want is to start this life all over again. A new life under my own specific criteria? Maybe, who knows. This life? No, thanks. Screw that.

Yea we don't choose anything and even if we want something we can't get most of the time and it will end anyway. What a joke is this life
 
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Deleted member 847

Guest
It doesn't matter. Even if you start life again and make the best decisions (let's say you're also very lucky) and achieve your dreams, the world will still be the same harsh place you already knew. Why do you think famous and rich people commit suicide too?
 
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typx

Specialist
May 4, 2018
381
Be raised by my dad's side of the family instead of my mom's.
 
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KillMe

Member
Jun 13, 2018
20
The only thing that would make a difference would be having different parents. Other than that, I wish I would have killed myself a lot earlier.
 
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theinfinitesadness

Member
Jun 21, 2018
6
Run away from home at 15.
 
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Tabbyql

Tabbyql

Chronic people pleaser
Mar 13, 2019
282
I dont remember but was told social services were coming round all time, to check wether my parents were treating us right etc.... I guess the first thing would be to tell social services when I was 5, to take us all away. Then maybe I would of had loving and supportive family, and maybe my life woukd be different.
 
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