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orangepotato

orangepotato

Student
Mar 26, 2020
148
Anyone who genuinely loved me. That's too much to ask for though.
 
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summers

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Nov 4, 2020
2,493
Anyone who would be willing to kill me so I wouldn't have to do it myself :)
 
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puppet_nihilist

puppet_nihilist

cogito, ergo sum
Jan 8, 2021
227
Hmm, I no longer feel human, as in I always feel alienated from those around me . Plus I feel so undesirable to men , I must be some thing or something. I haven't looked up what this book is about , but does it have anything to do with feeling alienated ?
My son (10) . He lives in Sweden with his father ( because of my anxieties) .
He's lived there since his sixth birthday . I'm just numb :aw:
I am sorry this happened to you. It must be tough to deal with being left alone like that, I am sorry for the pain you have to go through.

And yeah the book is mainly about alienation, I'd say it's the main theme of the book along with a very accurate description of the feelings that depression brings.
 
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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
No one lol I hate people
 
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Anxieyote

Anxieyote

Sobriety over everything else • 31 • Midwest
Mar 24, 2021
444
Anyone who would be willing to kill me so I wouldn't have to do it myself :)
Ideally, they kill themselves afterwards so they don't have to face the consequences of murder. I'd feel bad if I got them locked up.
 
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CaliCatCharlie

CaliCatCharlie

Nature's Mockery
May 28, 2021
70
A friend from another state I just recently made. Dude's a real one unlike most people I've met in my entire existence.
 
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forgotten15

forgotten15

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Aug 24, 2021
332
My animals
 
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summers

Visionary
Nov 4, 2020
2,493
Ideally, they kill themselves afterwards so they don't have to face the consequences of murder. I'd feel bad if I got them locked up.
It's incredibly easy to get away with something like this if both parties use some basic security protocols. There wouldn't be any struggle or anything like that. Could probably arrange to meet somewhere remote, do the deed, and the other person just drives away.

Definitely not required for the shooter to kill themselves as well, unless they also want to ctb and have some murder-suicide fetish...
 
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Pharmaruined

Nobody gets out alive
Sep 10, 2020
247
I'd like to meet God because I'm curious if there are aliens and I figured he'd know
I'm pretty sure there's alien life and just like people some rotten mean ones and good ones . The universe is infinite, it's basically mathematically impossible this spec of dust is the only place there's life..
 
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My_name_is_Luka

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Apr 28, 2020
321
the person that has abused me, in handcuffs, before getting sent to jail
 
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Party__3nd5

Member
Oct 4, 2021
18
I would like to be with a person who is also going to commit suicide, it would be somehow, more comfortable.

the person that has abused me, in handcuffs, before getting sent to jail
That's hard, I hope you get to see that image of the handcuffed before he dies, you could really rest.
 
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idiot_dad

Member
Sep 1, 2020
53
By myself, I can't think of anyone I would want around in those moments.
 
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rationaltake

rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
2,707
The Moomins. I'd like to live in Moomin Valley.
 
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shaddix

shaddix

Member
Jun 26, 2019
13
My sister. Goddamn I miss her voice so much
 
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rosie93

rosie93

Student
Aug 28, 2021
152
Avicii and high school friends. I miss them.
 
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Umeboahi

Member
Aug 7, 2021
44
Marilyn Monroe!
 
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eryu

eryu

Member
Sep 25, 2021
90
I've never thought about this before but I can't think of a single person I would want anywhere near me when I died.
Just the thought of it disgusts and angers me.

Maybe it would be nice to have a cat there. Not one that wanted to get cuddly. Just like an aloof stray walking around in the background and maybe looking over at me now and then with vague curiosity.
 
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Crazy4u

Crazy4u

Enlightened
Sep 29, 2021
1,318
absolutely no one.
 
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MyStateKilledMe

Arcanist
Apr 23, 2020
463
I'd like to spend time with a licensed executioner in whatever US state will practices death penalty. (Mine does not; I know Texas does, but there are more.) The states that practice death penalty use, wait for it... N. That, and muscle relaxants, to eliminate body twitches and make the death look and feel as peaceful as possible.

Most US states practicing death penalty use the lethal injection exclusively. A few offer and/or require the electric chair, lethal gas chamber, long-drop hanging, and the firing squad.
 
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tonytwist007

tonytwist007

Member
Oct 6, 2021
28
My daughter, whom I've been alienated from for 2 years.
 
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