Darkover
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- Jul 29, 2021
- 5,580
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Fadeawaaaay
Visionary
- Nov 12, 2021
- 2,160
Sadly, no. Have always been too afraid, anxious, cautious, and fatigued. I've squandered so many opportunities.
Deadly_Intention
Member
- Apr 10, 2021
- 77
If today was my last day I would be running toward the end with arms wide open and tears of joy.
Not that I have lived my life to the fullest, I hardly lived at all really...
I was stuck in a fantasy world for so many years, I thought it was normal to wake up everyday and hate everything and that I was born to live an unhappy and unfulfilled life. Then my BPD diagnoses came, and everything crashed and burned. I honestly never gave much thought to all the times I had impulsive behaviours or the countless arguments and tears shed or the self-harming and suicide "practices"... turns out that wasn't normal at all. I lived in a world that wasn't even real, and while I consider myself in the real world now, I don't even enjoy it any better. Knowing and seeing the harm I cause is worse than being stuck in the "victim" bubble and blaming everyone else.
Either way, life is worthless.
Not that I have lived my life to the fullest, I hardly lived at all really...
I was stuck in a fantasy world for so many years, I thought it was normal to wake up everyday and hate everything and that I was born to live an unhappy and unfulfilled life. Then my BPD diagnoses came, and everything crashed and burned. I honestly never gave much thought to all the times I had impulsive behaviours or the countless arguments and tears shed or the self-harming and suicide "practices"... turns out that wasn't normal at all. I lived in a world that wasn't even real, and while I consider myself in the real world now, I don't even enjoy it any better. Knowing and seeing the harm I cause is worse than being stuck in the "victim" bubble and blaming everyone else.
Either way, life is worthless.
no, I barely experienced life, all my life I was controlled. it used to bother me but it doesn't matter now.
Ashu
novelist, sanskritist, Canadian living in India
- Nov 13, 2021
- 785
LastFlowers
the haru that can read
- Apr 27, 2019
- 2,170
Fuck no. I have not gotten to live my life at all, unless you count perpetual misery and emptiness a life.
Sherri
Archangel
- Sep 28, 2020
- 13,794
I have had some really good times - I cannot deny that but lived life to its fullest ? No absolutely not. Prepared to ctb ? Yes. Want to ctb ? Yes but can I ctb ? No because my daughter depends on me after losing my wife. So I have to live on I guess.
Ada
Inecapably Human
- Jan 14, 2022
- 61
Dr Iron Arc
Into the Unknown
- Feb 10, 2020
- 21,392
Nope, but if I had the ability to I wouldn't really need to CTB in the first place.
Rational man
Enlightened
- Oct 19, 2021
- 1,485
I never had a bucket list or too many expectations. I tried to live just for today. I.guess fulfilment was made each day especially now im ill. I have no regrets..Perhaps i should have been kind to me,but i always put other people before me. But i realise how foolish i was and how i was treated like shit.
