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Hurt

Paragon
Nov 13, 2020
905
Nope. I stopped living many years ago. Like its said above depression ruins everything and I cant even enjoy amall things.
 
Superdeterminist

Superdeterminist

Enlightened
Apr 5, 2020
1,875
"Lived to the fullest" usually implies that things could have been otherwise - and I am very skeptical about this. Although, it doesn't necessarily have to imply this. It could just be taken to mean something like "lived a really good life", and if you take this kind of meaning, then my answer would be absolutely not. This life of mine has been far more unhappiness than happiness, overall.
 
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S like Siren

S like Siren

Enlightened
Apr 29, 2021
1,564
Absolutly No.I have not lived at all just existed without sense
 
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mossyfox

Student
Aug 4, 2021
129
no. if I could 'life life to the fullest' I don't think I would be suicidal.
 
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Remember-Me-Not

I think I'm going to be okay.
Dec 10, 2019
91
I spent most of my life being so stressed out, so no, I don't think I lived my life to the fullest. But I am tired, so I won't be too upset if my life ended all of the sudden. I might grumble about some animes I didn't get to finish haha
 
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BeefNBrandy

New Member
Aug 21, 2021
2
I did. Now, I'm burned out and my last desire left is to die peacefully!
 
Neurodoom

Neurodoom

This file is corrupt and cannot be opened.
Aug 13, 2019
30
Not remotely. I've taken minimal risks unless it was an impulse that eventually harmed me and caused more damage that other people would scoff at (psych wards, rehabs, homelessness). If I would die tonight in my sleep I would be satisfied though, I've done all I could do and the things I have done were pretty and adventurous.
 
BeautifulMosaics

BeautifulMosaics

Specialist
Aug 15, 2021
310
I'm here - what do you think? Lol..... No - but I always say I truly loved and had a deep relationship with music and that's a marker of this life I've had if I were to die today. I've lost so much already I don't fuss about what could have been or compare my life to other's standards..
 
CiproKilledMe

CiproKilledMe

Experienced
Mar 23, 2021
243
Absolutely not, and shame on me for that. It wasn't all bad, but I'd sure like a do-over. It doesn't help that I had my health snatched away from me at the age of 30.
 
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summers

Visionary
Nov 4, 2020
2,493
Fuck yes! Can't think of anything I want to do that I haven't done.
 
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Upos

Member
Aug 21, 2021
5
I can say I lived it as the foolest.
 
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blue_muse

blue_muse

Mage
Jan 31, 2021
553
I've not lived life to the fullest, but with the condition I'm lumbered with I've not been given the opportunity to do the things many take for granted. Despite the obstructions, I've fought as hard as I could and achieved some things.
 
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BrokenLine

Experienced
Jul 13, 2019
255
Nope I couldn't say that, I could say I've lived to the best of my ability. But no I want/wanted more.
 
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seamus

Member
May 17, 2021
63
Absolutely not, I was sexually abused by my mother so obviously my life was ruined from the beginning
 
ryaan

ryaan

Member
Jun 20, 2021
15
i have lived my life to the fullest that others allow and accept for me.

but i feel i will never find anyone who accepts me and puts in the effort to understand me like i do them and that's hard to swallow - i am accepting defeat.

i've done and seen more than most people my age have and i'm thankful for that. but happiness is only real when i feel i can share it with others - not in terms of independence but even just showing and telling others my happiness. i wish i got more fulfilment out of that, but i feel like a burden.

sometimes i feel more hopeless when i live my life because i know it will end or i know what it could be if i were born different - maybe i would accept less abuse.

i've tried my best and i'm okay with my side of my life.
 
Snake of Eden

Snake of Eden

“Ye shall be as gods..🍎 🐍”
Jun 22, 2021
2,473
Nope not by any stretch. My melancholy that started ftom a young age ensured that i can never be fulfilled or happy doing anything that should make you feel fulfilled and happy
 
DunnoWhyButYeah

DunnoWhyButYeah

~*-*~
Apr 3, 2020
400
No. I have thought too much about what others think. Stayed in the relationship for too long, lost my "best" years. And many other mistakes ... Even now I know what I want to do, but can't because others.
 
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LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
1,990
No l couldn't say that, l've missed out on many opportunities that might have resulted in year's of happiness and peace within my soul! But as usual big nosed Sheeples interfered and ruined those fleeting chances at having a purpose in life!
 
motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
Life just kind of empties out
Less a deluge than a drought
Less a giant mushroom cloud
Than an unexploded shell
Inside a cell

-- A. Mann
 
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s66

Member
Aug 22, 2019
23
no, I'm too depressed to be doing anything now. Just want to be gone from here
 
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whatevs

whatevs

Mining for copium in the weirdest places.
Jan 15, 2022
2,913
I don't think so, I have to be honest. I tried my best, but my best was very, very removed from "living life to the fullest".
 
Nolan96

Nolan96

Mage
Feb 12, 2022
506
It'd be dishonest to say yes.
There's been a lot of fear and hiding and breakdown and hesitation,
and maybe just a lack of energy at times I can only blame myself for.
I think I have put in an effort.
 
NSA

NSA

Your friendly neighborhood agent
Feb 21, 2022
271
Not by a long shot. I did get finally get going on a few things I've been trying to make myself do all week though, so that's something I suppose.
 
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summers

Visionary
Nov 4, 2020
2,493
no. if I could 'life life to the fullest' I don't think I would be suicidal.
For me, it's kind of the opposite. Things are only going to get worse from here.

To live life to the fullest, you need health, youth, intelligence, and money. Unfortunately, two of those only last so long, and it doesn't matter how much of the other two you have. Money and smarts don't mean shit when all you wish is to be in your 20s again.
 
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SuicidallyCurious

Enlightened
Dec 20, 2020
1,715
If I could do something like gavrilo princip did on my last day I could honestly say that

But I won't because I don't want to rot in jail incase of being apprehended before the CTB
 
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BrokenLine

Experienced
Jul 13, 2019
255
Recently yes i did, live my life to it fullest. But then things changed and i got thrown aside. When I wasn't needed.
 

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