Discussion If there was an afterlife, and you had the option to CTB there, would you?

[Passenger4224]

Let's just assume it's easier to CTB there than it is here...

 

[ctb_warrior]

Let's just assume it's easier to CTB there than it is here...

I'm not sure about the afterlife, but given a chance I would definitely CTB in this life. If afterlife is fun, then i don't think I'll ctb there. It depends.

 

[TwistedNightmares]

It really depends on how the afterlife is like (if it exists). If there is no stress, pain or corruption, then I would probably choose to stay.

 

[starboy2k]

If the afterlife sucks, then yes.
Tired of being stuck in shitty places/realms/realities with no way out, whilst being told I should be "grateful" to be there.

 

[Malfunction]

I'd hope for an afterlife where no one would have that desire.

If there's an afterlife, and it's the same crap, then yea I'd be pretty disappointed. I wouldn't stick around.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd always choose to cease existing, I don't wish for any kind of existence, I'll always see it as such a terrible mistake to suffer in this existence and I'd never wish to be conscious of anything at all, I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to exist in every way. All that this existence does is just cause all this harm, cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'll always see existence as the problem, I just want to erase this existence so it's like I've never suffered, only the peace of non-existence can be positive to me.

 

[BQ27500]

I would CTB unconditionally. Even if I was in heaven, it would get boring there anyways

 

[Passenger4224]

I'd always choose to cease existing, I don't wish for any kind of existence, I'll always see it as such a terrible mistake to suffer in this existence and I'd never wish to be conscious of anything at all, I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to exist in every way. All that this existence does is just cause all this harm, cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'll always see existence as the problem, I just want to erase this existence so it's like I've never suffered, only the peace of non-existence can be positive to me.

Me as well. The afterlife cannot fix the problem that I exist when I don't want to.

 

[lastappleonearth]

Depends heavily on the afterlife itself I guess. If it'd be very cool and chill, then I probably would want to just stay there

 

[doneforlife]

No I wouldn't. If there is an after life then by all probability there shall be an after after life and an after after after life. So what's the point in doing CTB ? I had rather find a way of undoing the original CTB and go back to before life !

 

[10mmc]

I'd always choose to cease existing, I don't wish for any kind of existence, I'll always see it as such a terrible mistake to suffer in this existence and I'd never wish to be conscious of anything at all, I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to exist in every way. All that this existence does is just cause all this harm, cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'll always see existence as the problem, I just want to erase this existence so it's like I've never suffered, only the peace of non-existence can be positive to me.

I feel you on this.

 

[Lost in a Nightmare]

If there is an afterlife then it better be a very good one for me to want to stay there, but even if it is, I should still have the option to end my afterlife because when I get bored of it, what's the point? Being forced to exist for eternity against my will sounds horrible.

 

[valar_morghulis21]

I would certainly hope that things would be easier on the afterlife that I don't have to kill myself again... or at least take away my consciousness so even if it's hell, I wouldn't know it.

Let's just assume it's easier to CTB there than it is here...

 

[ZwartHartje]

All my loved ones are already there so I hope I'll be reunited with them, that's what I hope to find when I CTB here.
So no, I hope in the afterlife I can finally find joy and freedom and be at peace with my beloved nutria family who were murdered.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I imagine it would still be complicated. Presumably the family members who didn't want you to suicide in this world also wouldn't want you to suicide in the next. And, vice versa. Say we get to finally meet/ become reunited with grandparents, great grandparents, pets etc. but then- they then want to leave. When will saying goodbye, experiencing loss and mourning ever be ok? Will it be ok in that next life to leave them again? How could it be- if you still love one another and don't want to be sepatated?

I tend to think being brought alive in any kind of community/ family creates codependent relationships that cause pain when they end.

 

[Lost in a Nightmare]

I imagine it would still be complicated. Presumably the family members who didn't want you to suicide in this world also wouldn't want you to suicide in the next. And, vice versa. Say we get to finally meet/ become reunited with grandparents, great grandparents, pets etc. but then- they then want to leave. When will saying goodbye, experiencing loss and mourning ever be ok? Will it be ok in that next life to leave them again? How could it be- if you still love one another and don't want to be sepatated?

I tend to think being brought alive in any kind of community/ family creates codependent relationships that cause pain when they end.

Just another reason why I don't care to be reunited with dead family. Screw my entire family as far as I'm concerned, I want nothing to do with any of them. If I CTB, it will be on my own terms and if they don't like it, it's their problem whether it happens in this life or the next.

 

[staticdepression]

Will I be same person with same problems? Well obviously yes.
If I'm a normal person there chilling then there's no reason to ctb

 

[memento-mori]

yes if I was miserable

 

[Cauliflour]

Really depends on what kind of afterlife we're talking about here...

 

[h4ppyhypoxia]

if youve seen the show the good place id hope its like that where you can stay there for as long as you want but you have the option to leave forever when youre ready

 

[cowlover1252]

depends on what its like. if its any better than here then probably not.

 

[delinquentsandwich]

my goal isn't non-existence so maybe not

assuming I kept my memories and had a better life overall, then probably not