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fitoo5999

Experienced
Jul 23, 2026
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I am afraid I will never receive it from overseas. I can't do anything else than poisoning or OD
 
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Salkak

Student
Dec 9, 2021
198
I am afraid I will never receive it from overseas. I can't do anything else than poisoning or OD
Even I am scared of this. I wanna die by OD too. I wanna be able to lie down. Hanging is scary asf.
 
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ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
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Even my GOTO method is OD and poisoning.. i wonder without N how to OD. Other way I have is to create CO.. But i can't do that at my home.
I thought of SWB in a bucket of water, but I cannot find solid evidence that I'll be able to succeed, as it needs 4 minutes to lose consciousness and what if any convulsions occur, and the tub gets turned due to the body weight or something, i don't wana end up brain damaged vegetable. It's so frustrating honestly to not have a method.. That too after trying ctb for 2 fckn decades...and having so many method techniques written and documented..
I am afraid I will never receive it from overseas. I can't do anything else than poisoning or OD
 
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