Leavesfromthevine
Untreated Trauma
- Nov 23, 2023
- 339
I plan on attempting very soon and have been thinking on what I'll do if I fail. I realize that I'll only come on here to tell everyone I failed so they don't assume I'm actually dead. I'll also leave my account open if I don't ctb just in case I decide to come back for any reason.
Why will I leave?
I just don't feel there's much more I can add or gain from being on here. I don't really have friends on here (personal choice) and the topics mentioned either don't interest me or someone already stated my thoughts almost exactly but more in depth.
Will I try recovery?
Probably not. If it can go undiscovered that I attempted so no hospital or psych ward then I'll try a different method. I know there's a chance I could be like others and have a whole new perspective on life but I don't see that as a reality, I feel I'm just too far gone.
What will I do before I attempt again?
The only option is find a job of any sorts. I've been trying for a traveling job but I haven't heard back from any type of job so who knows.
This community is great and I'm forever grateful for the knowledge it has given me and the people I've met on here.
Feel free to ask any questions or talk about what your plans are.
Why will I leave?
I just don't feel there's much more I can add or gain from being on here. I don't really have friends on here (personal choice) and the topics mentioned either don't interest me or someone already stated my thoughts almost exactly but more in depth.
Will I try recovery?
Probably not. If it can go undiscovered that I attempted so no hospital or psych ward then I'll try a different method. I know there's a chance I could be like others and have a whole new perspective on life but I don't see that as a reality, I feel I'm just too far gone.
What will I do before I attempt again?
The only option is find a job of any sorts. I've been trying for a traveling job but I haven't heard back from any type of job so who knows.
This community is great and I'm forever grateful for the knowledge it has given me and the people I've met on here.
Feel free to ask any questions or talk about what your plans are.