Failed again

[Dijace4]

Back again....
Things got better for a little while and nows its all come crashing down again.

Tried to OD on sodium two weeks ago and failed...1000mg of seasalt ingested at once.

I've just spent the last 3 hours sitting in a sealed room trying to ctb with a mix of co and chlorine fumes.

And I just don't know how the fuck im alive, not even a cough.

This is my last day here.

I'm meditating and reaserching now to gain the courage for a stab.

I just don't want to survive another attempt.

Any suggestions? I'm giving myself another hour before I pick a spot and go for it.

 

[nepentheic0]

Overdosing tends to be the most unsuccessful method unfortunately thats probably why it didn't work

 

[Jadeith]

Any suggestions?

I'm into non-violent methods like SN or N2 but these cannot be set up within an hour so they won't of any use to you.
So, just let me wish you peace and painless path ahead, no matter what course of action you choose.

 

[Gratefulcorpse]

Back again....
Things got better for a little while and nows its all come crashing down again.

Tried to OD on sodium two weeks ago and failed...1000mg of seasalt ingested at once.

I've just spent the last 3 hours sitting in a sealed room trying to ctb with a mix of co and chlorine fumes.

And I just don't know how the fuck im alive, not even a cough.

This is my last day here.

I'm meditating and reaserching now to gain the courage for a stab.

I just don't want to survive another attempt.

Any suggestions? I'm giving myself another hour before I pick a spot and go for it.

"Courage is not the absence of fear but the capability to take action despite the fear." "You do not wait to feel courageously to act courageously, you act and courage follows."

 

[Forveleth]

Any suggestions?

It is against the rules to tell someone how to kill themselves but there is a resource thread you can look at

Suicide Resource Compilation

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sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand just wanting to be gone, it's such terrible extreme cruelty to me how painless, guaranteed ways to cease existing are made inaccessible, I hope you find the freedom you search for.