me too. Ive been through a load of methods that were once deemed peaceful to me and all of them failed miserably. this prompted me to be completely frightened of even the idea of attempting similar methods. If there was a button i could presss to just disappear or something i could easily access to go to sleep and never wake up i would do it in a heartbeat but unfortunately that's never coming. After looking into the in depth guide of SN i feel that it's my best option in the uk with little seeds to alternative peaceful means that can be achieved even with forms of human resilience and survival instincts,
Waiting for my SN to arrive, will most likely need to attempt without AEs while also living with my parents. Mainly rushed because the exposé on MDS was published the same day I ordered, so I'm incredibly anxious about a welfare check. Just adds on to the existing risk of trying to obtain it in the UK. If it arrives soon, I'll have to chance it with 4 drinks prepared.
If you're serious about CTB - and you don't have to be - then it's worth NOT doing with others in the house. I will be doing it in a hotel. Also, I don't want my family to be the ones to find me. Even doing it in a forest is better than doing it 8 feet away from family.
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