Discussion If I didn't have .. I'd be dead by tomorrow

[lita-lassi]

my dad and i havent written any notes out yet

 

[nature]

simply a lack of peaceful method i would be long gone if i could just walk into a shop and get what i need to ctb

me too. Ive been through a load of methods that were once deemed peaceful to me and all of them failed miserably. this prompted me to be completely frightened of even the idea of attempting similar methods. If there was a button i could presss to just disappear or something i could easily access to go to sleep and never wake up i would do it in a heartbeat but unfortunately that's never coming. After looking into the in depth guide of SN i feel that it's my best option in the uk with little seeds to alternative peaceful means that can be achieved even with forms of human resilience and survival instincts,

 

[DarkThoughts]

Be careful.. you can make quite some noise

I don't have much of a choice. I can go downstairs so I'm at least on a different floor, but I doubt that's enough.

 

[BojackHorseman]

My husband, my dogs, and lack of peaceful method.

 

[bluebird16]

No peaceful method. Have to pluck up the courage to drown in the sea.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

I have too many projects to finish, lots of tracks to cover, plans to draft, and even some materials to acquire. I already have my method at least.

 

[butterball]

my boyfriend, my guinea pigs and my pony.

 

[luneylonegirl]

If I didn't have my boyfriend I'd be dead by tomorrow. I hope he realizes that. But my time will come soon

What is your reason you're still here and can't do it (yet) ?

I'm afraid. Yesterday i tried to sleep but my body was shaking when thinking about suicide even in the daytime, i thinking a lot about suicide.

 

[Scythe]

If I didn't have HRT I would be dead in a little while.
If I didn't have a project that I want to finish before I die I would also be gone.

 

[tuey32]

Mom

 

[ChildrensITV]

My son. I want to live, but not in this body with illness, so I want to exit. I already have method and working on alternative.

If you have to live for your son, then there IS no alternative, except living.

Waiting for my SN to arrive, will most likely need to attempt without AEs while also living with my parents. Mainly rushed because the exposé on MDS was published the same day I ordered, so I'm incredibly anxious about a welfare check. Just adds on to the existing risk of trying to obtain it in the UK. If it arrives soon, I'll have to chance it with 4 drinks prepared.

If you're serious about CTB - and you don't have to be - then it's worth NOT doing with others in the house. I will be doing it in a hotel. Also, I don't want my family to be the ones to find me. Even doing it in a forest is better than doing it 8 feet away from family.

 

[lucas28481]

No methods yet

 

[Ash]

My dog

 

[broth0100]

If i didnt have a dearth of peaceful methods, a bit of fear left, and a gf for whom i dont wanna cause any grief id b gone tmrw

 

[Ernest1964]

If I didn't have my Effexor, I'd be dead already.

 

[WhatPowerIs]

Have to wait till I'm all alone. No reliable methods either. I will not be "recovering" in the mean time because I do not give a shit.

 

[trashprincess]

Cannabis, for now..