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NatalLiminality

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Is this a blessing or a curse?
 
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Snake of Eden

Snake of Eden

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It is not a preferable state to be in for sure. Everyone wants/needs someone to give a shit about them wether they ctb or not.
 
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FuneralCry

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Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Well, in my case, if no one was there to stop me ctb it would certainly be a blessing. Failing an attempt and being left with damage is one of my worst nightmares. I want to be left alone to die in peace. It is my life and my decision and it is nothing to do with anyone else.
 
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NatalLiminality

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It is not a preferable state to be in for sure. Everyone wants/needs someone to give a shit about them wether they ctb or not.
Facts tbh
Well, in my case, if no one was there to stop me ctb it would certainly be a blessing. Failing an attempt and being left with damage is one of my worst nightmares. I want to be left alone to die in peace. It is my life and my decision and it is nothing to do with anyone else.
This makes sense as well
 
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D&D

D&D

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Dec 3, 2021
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At @zeroornothing said - '... everyone wants/needs someone to give a shit about them ... ' True.

As it is true that sometimes there simply isn't anyone. In my case I found sad, but also sobering to face that fact.
 
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NatalLiminality

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At @zeroornothing said - '... everyone wants/needs someone to give a shit about them ... ' True.

As it is true that sometimes there simply isn't anyone. In my case I found sad, but also sobering to face that fact.
It is what it is. I just don't plan on staying here.
 
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Ta555

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Aug 31, 2021
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I'd prefer there was no one. Easier emotionally and practically.
 
ENDOFTIME

ENDOFTIME

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Nov 3, 2021
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Yeah, occasionally people care, but not that often. Sorry ...... but we're here no matter what you decide.
 
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PeacefulTonic

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Aug 10, 2021
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It would be a blessing. I'm already set on dying, I don't need anyone trying to be a hero
 
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Crazy4u

Crazy4u

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Sep 29, 2021
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it is a blessing and a curse at the same time. I live completely alone. If someone finds me dead, they wouldn't know who to contact!! it hurts but makes me feel comfortable with my decision to ctb
 
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