It's a fairly unknown expanse of time for me ahead- seeing as I'm waiting for my Dad to go first. It also varies a lot, how much I'm on the forum- depending on my workload.
It's pretty daunting/ depressing that it could be many more posts until I'm able to be free. It would feel unrationally satisfying to go out on a round number though. Not sure why really.
Do you wonder about it also? Plus, how quickly you'll be forgotten and superseeded by the next suicidal regulars into the forum?
Kind of depressing really. Like lingering in the holding pen of an abbatoir. At least we get to choose to try to die though I suppose.
It's pretty daunting/ depressing that it could be many more posts until I'm able to be free. It would feel unrationally satisfying to go out on a round number though. Not sure why really.
Do you wonder about it also? Plus, how quickly you'll be forgotten and superseeded by the next suicidal regulars into the forum?
Kind of depressing really. Like lingering in the holding pen of an abbatoir. At least we get to choose to try to die though I suppose.
