if anyone sees this in the future , please pray for me

egyptian_baddie · 2026-02-17T00:59:07-0600

I am taking SN right now , I am not scared , my life is shit and I am glad I am ending it , I have no chance of a future right now or ever! I am just scared of after death , I am taking the SN now, if anyone in future sees this , please pray I end up in heaven , I don't want hell on earth and after. keep me in your prayers please

thank you, me out!

copioushopelessness · 2026-02-17T01:00:08-0600

Praying <3

darksouls · 2026-02-17T01:03:29-0600

love and peace to you my friend

TwoSoulsLiveInMe · 2026-02-17T01:06:13-0600

I hope you find peace and relief

doomedbynarrative · 2026-02-17T01:17:18-0600

egyptian_baddie said:
I am taking SN right now , I am not scared , my life is shit and I am glad I am ending it , I have no chance of a future right now or ever! I am just scared of after death , I am taking the SN now, if anyone in future sees this , please pray I end up in heaven , I don't want hell on earth and after. keep me in your prayers please

thank you, me out!

I will pray to any benevolent force in the universe that will listen that you will find nothing but love and peace.

raemysteryO · 2026-02-17T01:18:29-0600

Fly high, my friend

ILiveForMusic · 2026-02-17T01:53:04-0600

I seriously admire your courage, you're very brave. Fly high, wishing you the best.

haibaralover · 2026-02-17T01:59:34-0600

i hope you find the peace you need, all the love

R-7 · 2026-02-17T02:30:57-0600

Prayed for you. I hope you find peace <3

h3artstopping · 2026-02-17T02:36:01-0600

I hope you find peace and love, I'm so sorry life's been like that to you, you didn't deserve this

awaitinglove · 2026-02-17T02:50:31-0600

I'm wishing you nothing but peace

FadingSnowFake · 2026-02-17T03:01:12-0600

May you be at peace in heaven

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egyptian_baddie · 2026-02-17T04:07:39-0600

I just woke up , I don't know what happened , my Apple Watch says oxygen level 87%, I feel so tired , I drank the whole sn and its pure , why am alive ? I am tiredd

raemysteryO · 2026-02-17T08:52:33-0600

egyptian_baddie said:
I just woke up , I don't know what happened , my Apple Watch says oxygen level 87%, I feel so tired , I drank the whole sn and its pure , why am alive ? I am tiredd

Hey, it's okay to be back.

How many grams of SN and water did you take?

longpig · 2026-02-17T08:58:43-0600

egyptian_baddie said:
I just woke up , I don't know what happened , my Apple Watch says oxygen level 87%, I feel so tired , I drank the whole sn and its pure , why am alive ? I am tiredd

Hey, it's alright!! Try and take it easy okay? I hope you're alright overall, that must've been such a confusing and frightening feeling once you woke up so just know it's completely okay and to try and take care of yourself today if possible

Sleep if needed, and I'm so sorry the pain you've faced led you to that point

update when you feel comfortable, and just know we are all here for you :) I hope you are feeling alright!

egyptian_baddie · 2026-02-17T10:09:42-0600

raemysteryO said:
Hey, it's okay to be back.

How many grams of SN and water did you take?

My o2 levels now are 82 , then went 78 and now in 80s i took 23 grams in 50 ml water, i vomited everything after a couple of hours but i am still not okay and sleepy and drwosy and not feeling okay, idk why i am not dying, my lips and all are blue. I dont really feel my limbs

longpig said:
Hey, it's alright!! Try and take it easy okay? I hope you're alright overall, that must've been such a confusing and frightening feeling once you woke up so just know it's completely okay and to try and take care of yourself today if possible

Sleep if needed, and I'm so sorry the pain you've faced led you to that point update when you feel comfortable, and just know we are all here for you :) I hope you are feeling alright!

Does that mean i am resistant to SN?

raemysteryO · 2026-02-17T10:24:50-0600

egyptian_baddie said:
My o2 levels now are 82 , then went 78 and now in 80s i took 23 grams in 50 ml water, i vomited everything after a couple of hours but i am still not okay and sleepy and drwosy and not feeling okay, idk why i am not dying, my lips and all are blue. I dont really feel my limbs

Does that mean i am resistant to SN?

I think you should at least get checked to a hospital so they can administer methylene blue to get rid all of the remaining SN and hopefully makes you feel better

As for why, I think you can check the purity if the SN that you bought with a test strip (after you've recovered ofc!).

Please take care of yourself first, ok? We'll be here

itsallogrenow · 2026-02-17T10:34:44-0600

Agree with the above, doesn't sound like it's as pure as you've been told

Praestat_Mori · 2026-02-17T11:33:52-0600

Don't be too hard to yourself.

How do you feel?

FadingSnowFake · 2026-02-17T16:54:18-0600

Sending love, be kind to yourself.

idontknowwhatiam · 2026-02-17T17:05:51-0600

....... This is why I'm hesitant to go with SN as my ctb method

RiftbornVeil · 2026-02-17T19:59:55-0600

Please take care, we will be here for you.

As another member listed above, your SN may not have been pure. I believe there's a way to test them with test strips; these are purchasable through most online stores.

Sending love

violetforever · 2026-02-17T22:53:01-0600

im just seeing this thread now. i hope everything is going ok?! we're all thinking of u

CatLvr · 2026-02-17T23:26:51-0600

violetforever said:
im just seeing this thread now. i hope everything is going ok?! we're all thinking of u

Same here. I hope you went to get checked out @egyptian_baddie ... Even though it didn't work like you intended, you can still suffer from some really serious after effects -- like organ damage and failure. Please take care of, and be gentle with, yourself. Rest and keep us updated, if you feel like it. I will light a candle for you this evening.

android · 2026-02-18T01:12:08-0600

Any update?

darkandtwisty · 2026-02-18T01:19:44-0600

Keeping you in my thoughts. I hope you went to the hospital and got the antidote.

eyenumbing · 2026-02-18T01:20:42-0600

hope you are well

DeathSweetDeath · 2026-02-18T01:40:56-0600

I hope you're doing ok wherever you may be

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egyptian_baddie · 2026-02-18T03:11:58-0600

I went to hospital, because I fainted on the side of a the road when I was going to get medication, idk what happened but I am 60% okay now since they gave me methylene blue, they said apparently because I am young and my reductase was high , it didn't affect me tho I need to do a lot of kidney tests because my creat is still high, I don't feel okay at all mentally , why am I still alive and why did others not

ShadowedChaos · 2026-02-18T03:24:54-0600

egyptian_baddie said:
I went to hospital, because I fainted on the side of a the road when I was going to get medication, idk what happened but I am 60% okay now since they gave me methylene blue, they said apparently because I am young and my reductase was high , it didn't affect me tho I need to do a lot of kidney tests because my creat is still high, I don't feel okay at all mentally , why am I still alive and why did others not

Fuck Im sorry this has been your experience Im so sorry you've had to go through this I know the feeling of still surviving but I wish you nothing but either a smooth recovery or hopefully you do find peace whether through death or life

if anyone sees this in the future , please pray for me

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