Help Ideas to not be found after taking SN?

[CaringShrimp]

Heii, I'm in need of advice to ensure not being found when I decide to ctb. My problems are:

- I'm physically disabled and cannot go far by myself
- I live with my boyfriend who is fully aware of me being suicidal
- He does not work or leave the house usually since I rely on him
- I do not have any friends or family that I could pretend to 'visit'

Maybe one of you kind souls has an idea how I can come up with a secure plan for a peaceful journey ♡
Much love to all of you!

 

[Wunderkind]

Perhaps there is an option to come up with something while your boyfriend is sleeping? Create the appearance that you are moving to the restroom, are you mobile?

 

[CaringShrimp]

Perhaps there is an option to come up with something while your boyfriend is sleeping? Create the appearance that you are moving to the restroom, are you mobile?

Thank you so much for the idea, it would work at night. However, I'm too afraid of him getting up randomly and finding me too early :( Stan's guide mentioned a time of death anywhere from 40min - up to 4 hours while other sources mention that it could take much longer than that. It scares me and I don't want to put myself in stressful situations when my final moments are supposed to be gentle and peaceful.

 

[Jarni]

Maybe send him to buy a medication far from your home... Or if he has parents maybe he can see them without you..

 

[Jadzia]

I don't think SN is a good choice if you cant be alone for at least 4 hours

 

[CaringShrimp]

Maybe send him to buy a medication far from your home... Or if he has parents maybe he can see them without you..

Thanks, I thought about that too! I will do my best to be patient and wait for him to leave for a day.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Is SN the only method you are considering?

 

[CaringShrimp]

Is SN the only method you are considering?

It is the method I feel most comfortable with c:

 

[Per Ardua Ad Astra]

Heii, I'm in need of advice to ensure not being found when I decide to ctb. My problems are:

- I'm physically disabled and cannot go far by myself
- I live with my boyfriend who is fully aware of me being suicidal
- He does not work or leave the house usually since I rely on him
- I do not have any friends or family that I could pretend to 'visit'

Maybe one of you kind souls has an idea how I can come up with a secure plan for a peaceful journey ♡
Much love to all of you!

I'm so sorry
I'm in similar situation

I tried to secretly OD twice but failed
( before finding SS )

My disabilities have worsened so options are nearly zero

I hope you find a way to a peaceful journey

 

[👁️👃👁️]

Most people die from SN in under an hour.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

It is the method I feel most comfortable with c:

Well, you need to come up with some ploy in order to get him out of the house for as long as possible.

 

[SamTam33]

You have the cutest username and avatar on all of SS. I've been wanting to share that.

Do you live in a country/city that supports the disabled in the form of transportation? In the U.S, there's this group called Catholic Charities that will transport you wherever you want to go for a few bucks. Usually within a certain radius.

Storage units are fairly cheap and can be rented on a monthly basis. Some have deals that are one dollar for your first month.

You may be able to rent a unit for some privacy and have a cab service drop you off there.

People sometimes (illegally) live in these units. So I've always imagined that if I were in a similar situation of living with someone, I'd rent one for a place to escape to, regardless of if I were trying to ctb or not.