Venting I Wish....

[EndItPlsGirl]

I wish there was a place I could find someone homicidal and ask them to kill me.

 

[tonicer]

That is a good idea. I thought about going to some drug dealers or something who killed people before so they have experience and make it quick but the danger that such a person is a psycho and likes to torture people is too high IMHO. I absolutely HATE pain and want to just instantly die.

 

[EndItPlsGirl]

That is a good idea. I thought about going to some drug dealers or something who killed people before so they have experience and make it quick but the danger that such a person is a psycho and likes to torture people is too high IMHO. I absolutely HATE pain and want to just instantly die.

I read somewhere there was a man in Japan who promised 3 men who asked him to kill them he would do so through CO poisoning but instead strangled them to death.

 

[tonicer]

I read somewhere there was a man in Japan who promised 3 men who asked him to kill them he would do so through CO poisoning but instead strangled them to death.

Yeah stuff like that makes it only a good idea on paper. Hmm i think you can hire a hitman on the darkweb maybe that's a better option?!

 

[The Disqualified]

I wish there was a place I could find someone homicidal and ask them to kill me.

Why so? Here if you wish to talk. Sending virtual hugs.

 

[EndItPlsGirl]

Why so? Here if you wish to talk. Sending virtual hugs.

I don't want to live anymore. I'm a failure.

 

[The Disqualified]

I don't want to live anymore. I'm a failure.

I understand. I feel defective as well. Though I've come to see myself more as different in a way that has made me ill-adapted to live in human society ever since my early days.
You had another thread these days where you said you can't do chores and stuff. Are you depressed? Anyway, I empathize with your struggle, feel free to talk with me if you ever wish to. I hope you find peace.