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WannaBdoneSufferng

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Jun 5, 2022
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I am about to lose everything.

Most of what I have isn't worth keeping. It's just... what I would fight to keep I could never keep anyway.

I had an epiphany. I hope it means what I think it means. That what is coming could be painless. That I won't suffer.

I doubt that.

I am beyond alone. I have people, in my life. They rely on me. I can't help them. I can't help myself. But I am expected to provide...


I can only be sorry. I am so tired of being sorry.
 
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CentreMid

CentreMid

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Aug 23, 2018
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I'm so sorry you're in this position. Being expected to pour from an empty cup is just exhausting. If I may ask, what was your epiphany about?

Anywho, I hope you find peace soon. Take care.
 
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WannaBdoneSufferng

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Jun 5, 2022
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I'm so sorry you're in this position. Being expected to pour from an empty cup is just exhausting. If I may ask, what was your epiphany about?

Anywho, I hope you find peace soon. Take care.
The epiphany was substance induced, but I think accurate. I am with a man who lines his guns up under our tv. If I leave him, I think I will die. I could be wrong. But he has never let me go.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It really does sound so tiring being trapped in that situation, but anyway I wish you the best. It's true that there really is too much suffering in existing.
 

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