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Endstati0n

Endstati0n

"dying is like taking off a tight shoe" - ram dass
May 10, 2026
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If we all could just still buy N of the silk road or get it much easier from a doctor without paying 5 - 10k or being denied, we wouldn't have to brain storm on every possible way about a peacful way to CTB. Only to still not have an answer, after years and years of searching. Every method has a possibilty of failure or pain.

Don't get me wrong, SaSu is the best thing that i have in my life atm. I just wish there wasn't a need for this site and anyone could ctb in a peacful way.
 
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Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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D sold N Nembutal online for 10 to 15 years from the PPH up till early 2022 . one email pay and delivered to your house , back then about $750 for 2 bottles in the U.S. . they arrested D in early 2022 .

that was the golden age for escaping this hell the world or humanity has ever had.

now only dignitas where you have to provide medical documents long process get accepted and total about $15k with plane travel etc. just to get 15 grams of Nembutal

 
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D sold N Nembutal online for 10 to 15 years from the PPH up till early 2022 . one email pay and delivered to your house , back then about $750 for 2 bottles in the U.S. . they arrested D in early 2022 .

that was the golden age for escaping this hell the world or humanity has ever had.

now only dignitas where you have to provide medical documents long process get accepted and total about $15k with plane travel etc. just to get 15 grams of Nembutal

Surprised nobody is manufacturing it on the down low for DW outside of authorized medical sources I guess…….
 
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