here_for_now
is this by design?
- Jan 27, 2025
- 194
It's so fucking hard to actually kill yourself, everything that is lethal is such a pain in the ass to get and then when you actually get the tools SI is a fucking bitch and you psych yourself out of it
I had enough tools to end my shit multiple times over the years but what did I do i delayed and threw away my freedom
Now my life sucks even harder and my body is failing cause hooray for incurable degenerative diseases and I might even have skin cancer
Like I want to say my life can't possible get worse but I know knowing my unexistent luck it probably will unless I get the courage to fucking just hang myself
I had enough tools to end my shit multiple times over the years but what did I do i delayed and threw away my freedom
Now my life sucks even harder and my body is failing cause hooray for incurable degenerative diseases and I might even have skin cancer
Like I want to say my life can't possible get worse but I know knowing my unexistent luck it probably will unless I get the courage to fucking just hang myself
