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lostmywhimsy

lostmywhimsy

Member
Jan 28, 2026
17
I wish I could sleep and never wake up

I wish there's a way to hire someone to kill me

I wish someone would euthanize me

I'm a failure and wish I was dead.
 
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doomedbynarrative

doomedbynarrative

Losing more of myself every day.
Jan 21, 2026
272
Me too... You're not alone in feeling that way.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,088
I wish for the same, all I want is some peace from this dreadful, torturous existence, I just want to never suffer again, no matter what non-existence is just all I could ever wish for, I hope you find the freedom you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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lostmywhimsy

lostmywhimsy

Member
Jan 28, 2026
17
I wish for the same, all I want is some peace from this dreadful, torturous existence, I just want to never suffer again, no matter what non-existence is just all I could ever wish for, I hope you find the freedom you search for, I wish you the best.
Same here
Me too... You're not alone in feeling that way.
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doomedbynarrative

doomedbynarrative

Losing more of myself every day.
Jan 21, 2026
272
I'll tell you what, when I die whether that is sooner or later, if there is a god/entity/etc, I'll be sure to yell at him/her/it for myself and all of us here at SaSu. :pfff: For real, I won't hold back! En garde mofo!
 
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tomame

tomame

forlorn 💔
Dec 28, 2025
111
i was googling how to hire a hitman the other day 😭😭😭
 
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fishperson

fishperson

If only luck was by my side
Jan 22, 2026
418
I'll tell you what, when I die whether that is sooner or later, if there is a god/entity/etc, I'll be sure to yell at him/her/it for myself and all of us here at SaSu. :pfff: For real, I won't hold back! En garde mofo!
If there is such a diety they would be laughing their asses off. Mf must be enjoying this
 
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egyptian_baddie

Student
Feb 6, 2026
124
i wish euthanasia was available in my country and cheap
 
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lpdsvm

lpdsvm

Student
Jan 11, 2026
195
If I could end my existence with a snap of my fingers, I would first do something I always wanted. I would have failed as usual and then end it all. I wouldn't mind a nice stroke that would put me asleep right now with no signs or pain. Just a beautiful silent stroke.
 
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egyptian_baddie

Student
Feb 6, 2026
124
If I could end my existence with a snap of my fingers, I would first do something I always wanted. I would have failed as usual and then end it all. I wouldn't mind a nice stroke that would put me asleep right now with no signs or pain. Just a beautiful silent stroke.
what is the last thing you would do ?
 
lpdsvm

lpdsvm

Student
Jan 11, 2026
195
what is the last thing you would do ?
Honestly I am not even sure what it is now. Basic stuff with a low chance of success (job. relationships), then I remembered maybe I could day trade using an exchange app, lose, and then disappear. It could be a good idea. The odds are not in my favor but why not.
 

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