I wish I was born with a penis

[micheal7271]

Genuinely being a woman makes my live 100x harder than it should be. I wake up everyday thinking about killing myself but I am just a loser who doesn't have have the courage to do the deed.

 

[swan7o7]

it wont be scary i can make it less scary, msg me.

Genuinely being a woman makes my live 100x harder than it should be. I wake up everyday thinking about killing myself but I am just a loser who doesn't have have the courage to do the deed.

im ftm as well

 

[hdead]

Coming from a human being with a penis, it's not as much fun as you might think.

 

[lastappleonearth]

Coming from a human being with a penis, it's not as much fun as you might think.

I concur

Genuinely being a woman makes my live 100x harder than it should be. I wake up everyday thinking about killing myself but I am just a loser who doesn't have have the courage to do the deed.

That doesn't make you a looser at all. You're strong for holding on and trying, even if it seems hopeless right now. I hope everything gets better and you find something worth living for

 

[Mitaru]

Genuinely being a woman makes my live 100x harder than it should be. I wake up everyday thinking about killing myself but I am just a loser who doesn't have have the courage to do the deed.

I see you. I'm ftm and I want to kill myself too lmao. Government wants to fuck us over every step of the way and we might get genocided in the near future. msg me if you wanna talk

 

[micheal7271]

Coming from a human being with a penis, it's not as much fun as you might think.

My culture is heavily misogynistic also my family is really religious and the religion is also very misogynistic. I was denied several opportunities just because I am a woman. I cannot fully express myself, I was taught that was the problem from day 1.

I see you. I'm ftm and I want to kill myself too lmao. Government wants to fuck us over every step of the way and we might get genocided in the near future. msg me if you wanna talk

Thank you so much . I love being a women it's just the crazy double standards, the expectation, the limited opportunity all of it is because I don't have a penis.

 

[hdead]

My culture is heavily misogynistic also my family is really religious and the religion is also very misogynistic. I was denied several opportunities just because I am a woman. I cannot fully express myself, I was taught that was the problem from day 1.

While I cannot say I can relate to that, since i've never experienced that perspective, I have the perspective from a cis-white straight male that has and acknowledges his feelings. Society basically tells me what I am without me having any say over it. I have to navigate judgement, expectations and behavioral standards that do not align with who I identify as a person. I never felt like I wanted to be a woman but I strongly identify with my more feminine traits - however being a tall muscular cis-white male that is tattooed apparently can't be a sensitive man in this world either. Believe me when I say that this heavily fueled my depression and my suicidal tendencies. I have a really hard time navigating this society.

 

[_Gollum_]

Same, I despise female biology. I wish I had testosterone pumping through my veins. I wish I was the one doing the penetrating, not the one being penetrated. I wish my entire worth wasn't based on my physical appearance.

Sorry for your situation living in a misogynistic culture and family though. That compounds the biology aspect by 1000.

 

[watergun88]

surprised me you still wish to be high intellence being... i just wish to be an animal ... a bird....

 

[itsgone2]

My culture is heavily misogynistic also my family is really religious and the religion is also very misogynistic. I was denied several opportunities just because I am a woman. I cannot fully express myself, I was taught that was the problem from day 1.

Thank you so much . I love being a women it's just the crazy double standards, the expectation, the limited opportunity all of it is because I don't have a penis.

What culture? I'm thinking Muslim since you mentioned hijab before.
It seems you like being a woman, just not a woman in that environment. Is that correct?
Regardless, im sorry you feel this way. That you're here.

 

[lu15007]

Society has been punishing women for just being born, id say dont give up if there is even a small chance to escape mysogynistic culture, but if it doesnt let you escape its all just torture, i feel you, man. Almost all women i know wish they were born male, men have it so much easier.

 

[p.punk!]

Coming from a human being with a penis, it's not as much fun as you might think.

for real

 

[suicidalyuri]

exactly opposite for me lol I don't wanna have to be in the role of the masculine man anymore, I wanna be a girl running around in frilly dresses and listening to kawaii jpop all the time