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Iwashereonce

Iwashereonce

Specialist
Apr 25, 2019
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I'm flaring up so bad from chronic pain right now I wish I could die, if my mom weren't here things would be easier. I already have sn, domperidone and benzo (which my aunt takes so I would take it for me)
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
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i also wish i could just end it got nothing left to live for
 
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flutebloom

flutebloom

hopeless • they/them
Apr 4, 2025
107
I relate to your post. I wish I could go
 
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ALonelyFreak

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Dec 7, 2024
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I relate too. I just think it takes time to mature to hard decisions so pls don't blame yourself too much.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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That sounds really dreadful, it's just so cruel to me how there's all this pain and suffering in existing, I'm sorry you have to suffer. But anyway I wish you the best.
 
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Xiaojiu

Xiaojiu

cease to exist 不复存在
Mar 28, 2025
678
I'm sorry you go through chronic pain too. What causes it?
 

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