Venting I wish I had a gun.

[Anon1337]

I really wish I had a pistol. Those who have easy access to guns are so lucky. I think this is the only method I could CTB with. Even though I have SN, I find the 15 minutes one has to wait before unconsciousness really scary. I've always preferred instantaneous methods.

 

[nothingtolivefor]

Me too. I live where they're plentiful but can't afford one. Live with my parents so can't apply for one. Don't think I'd even pass a mental health check since I'm diagnosed with depression.
I wish I had one rn. Or a shotgun.

 

[FuneralCry]

I also see those with access to that method to ctb with as being fortunate, it's not available where I live.

 

[Shar]

When I was in elementary school I tried to save money from school meals for a whole year, planning to buy a gun from drug dealers because i wanted to ctb so bad

 

[UKscotty]

I don't think I could pull the trigger. Seen too many movies.

Also having a gun here in the UK is a mandatory prison sentence.. so vety risky unless you definitely want to CTB right away.

Travelling somewhere it's legal could be an option but then it's a headache for people to get our body home.

 

[Sover]

Same here. Wish I lived in a red state.

 

[Throwawayacc3]

I don't think I could pull the trigger. Seen too many movies.

Also having a gun here in the UK is a mandatory prison sentence.. so vety risky unless you definitely want to CTB right away.

Travelling somewhere it's legal could be an option but then it's a headache for people to get our body home.

I mean for us it's probably easier just to go out in London at night and get stabbed randomly lmao. I got robbed 4 times at knife point from about 2001 - 2012

 

[Exact Change]

Me too. I live where they're plentiful but can't afford one. Live with my parents so can't apply for one. Don't think I'd even pass a mental health check since I'm diagnosed with depression.
I wish I had one rn. Or a shotgun.

I can't get life insurance but I passed the background check. Not sure how red flag laws work but my inpatient alcohol treatment and depression meds didn't stop me ....and I was drunk when I purchased my handgun.

 

[nothingtolivefor]

I can't get life insurance but I passed the background check. Not sure how red flag laws work but my inpatient alcohol treatment and depression meds didn't stop me ....and I was drunk when I purchased my handgun.

My guess is you live in the states as well haha--you don't have to answer that if you're not comfortable I'm just kidding
But that's actually very reassuring, thank you! Only problem is I'd have to buy it with cash which is hard since my parents monitor my bank transactions specifically to stop me from drinking hehe. But I could always sell some stuff off--not gonna need it anyway once I get the gun!

 

[wanttodie]

me to id shoot my life in my heart

 

[Exact Change]

My guess is you live in the states as well haha--you don't have to answer that if you're not comfortable I'm just kidding
But that's actually very reassuring, thank you! Only problem is I'd have to buy it with cash which is hard since my parents monitor my bank transactions specifically to stop me from drinking hehe. But I could always sell some stuff off--not gonna need it anyway once I get the gun!

Yes I absolutely live in the United States. The gun capital of the world. This is the place where we cherish our second amendment to be able to have a weapon regardless of how many children die.