Venting I wish I didn’t get my dads mental illnesses

[Murtagh515]

I hate my dad for getting his illnesses I wish that those disappeared when he CTB when I was 4 but now here I am with his illnesses making me want to CTB and SH every other day of my life I hate him for this I wish I was just normal, a person with no mental illnesses I hate this all, ever since I was four I've been wanting to bash my head against a wall or leave this world idfc how just as long as I get out

 

[FuneralCry]

To me it certainly is so cruel and tragic how people continue to procreate in this world, all that they are doing is just creating more suffering. Your feelings are very much understandable and it sounds really awful what you've had to go through, I wish that people were aware enough to leave the non existent alone in peace, existence is completely unnecessary in the first place.

 

[Ligottian]

I got mine from my mother's side. Most of it, at least.