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sapphoslastpoem

sapphoslastpoem

Student
Jun 23, 2022
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That way, the people who actually do care about me wouldn't be sad cause they wouldn't know who I was. I'd finally not have that holding me back from leaving. I just want my existence to completely disappear, I don't want any memories of me, who I was and all of the things I failed at. I want to go into the void without having to worry about others hurting because of the memories of me. I'm not worth it.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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Yes, I know what you mean. None of us want to cause pain to the people we are leaving behind. If only we could do this, it would free everyone.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Your feelings are understandable, to me there is nothing more ideal than to completely disappear and erase my existence like I never was here at all. But after all, all humans will cease to exist and we likely won't even exist in the memories of others someday, it's simply inevitable for us all. I find comfort in the fact that our fate is to die and this life will finally be forgotten about.
 
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Andarosh

Andarosh

The Ghost
Nov 13, 2022
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I know your feeling as well, though I have made reasoning that people don´t know me that much so I won´t leave any huge mark of sadness on their lives at all. If they knew me they wouldn´t be around me at all, since all who know me, know that I only hurt and betray friends. And if it did make a mark then it is the only last hurting that I would ever make.
 
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BipolarExpress

he/him · tired/exhausted
Nov 11, 2022
266
I wish I could wipe all the embarrassing things I did and said from others' memories, and wipe my own memories of the embarrassing things I did and said. Maybe then I'd want to live. Just maybe.
 
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