personotin
Another sufferer who was born against their will
- Jun 3, 2024
- 4
Every time I allow a man into my life they break my heart in half and leave me with nothing but my tears. Bf, sibling, father, it doesn't matter. Everyone I know in real life wants to hurt me. I can't stop people from being cruel. Life feels like a nightmare that I need to wake myself up from eventually. Is so bad right now. It's unimaginable how I can be in this situation. Plus, college is proving to be a huge waste of 4+ years of my life, cause no one's hiring. I also chose a boring field that seems to teach bs that I probably won't need use. Anyhow… I digress. Life is just a dead end, and now I've met one of the worst things to happen to me in my life, somehow worse than what my brother has done to me. Now I'm considering cutting the bill, once again. I see zero worth left in continuing to exist. I've lost what makes me, me. And now my life is nothing but a living nightmare. I can't be happy for long, and I can't tell anyone I know the reason why cause it's too shameful. And what sad abominations like me can ever keep friends?
