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livingdeaddyke

livingdeaddyke

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Dec 10, 2025
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i want to believe all the positive things people say about me. not just for a second, and hour, or a day, but forever.
i want to believe what they say about me is true, that i am talented, that i am beautiful, that i am loved, that i am wanted.

it's so easy to believe all the negative things about you, because that's how you see yourself, and someone telling you those negative things reinforce that.
i wish people's kind words means something to me, they just leave me empty more often than not.

"just wait a litter longer" "keep holding onto hope" "everything will be okay" i'm tired. im tired of being fed false hope every single time. i cant never truly smile or be happy because every time i am, something bad always happen to me.

i lost recently lost most of my friends, and im now back being alone again.
 
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