Venting I will go nuts if I don't CTB asap.

[zekeyaeger]

I will lose my marbles. I am stuck in purgatory over here. Someone shooting me in the face would be mercy.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I'm so sorry for your suffering. It's absolutely terrifying at how strong SI is. I hate the brain so much and I hate this irrational primal instinct that we all have to stay alive for as long as possible

 

[smpkie]

I hear you, I hear your struggling. I hate SI. I wish you the best of luck with this. You deserve the peace you're looking for.

 

[FuneralCry]

I certainly understand that it's so torturous and dreadful suffering in this existence, it's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[KillingPain267]

The longer I stay the more I mess up my chances to be alone enough time with my relatively suicide method. It drives me crazy too.

 

[dontwakemeup]

There's simply no way out of here I'm sorry you are feeling like this. I wish I knew an exit so we all could leave, but I don't. I often wonder do everyone feel like this and keep their thoughts to themselves We can't be the only ones feeling like this?? Just remember my favorite saying and hopefully it will comfort you. We can't live forever, and everyday we wake up is one less day we have to be here.

 

[astr4]

i saw you deleted your gbt. i've been thinking about you. i hope you're doing okay. best wishes.