i will ctb with SN in about an hour, gonna document my experience here

[violetviolence]

my protocol:

• will take xanax in a few minutes
• immediately afterwards i will dissolve six maalox pills in water aka 30mg of meto in total (i sincerely hope this doesn't raise the chances of me vomiting or getting sick)
• then i will prepare three cups of sn
• and finally, at 1:00 am, drink the sn

making this post because my heart is going crazy
i will add updates as i go

 

[schrei_nach_liebe]

my protocol:

• will take xanax in a few minutes
• immediately afterwards i will dissolve six maalox pills in water aka 30mg of meto in total (i sincerely hope this doesn't raise the chances of me vomiting or getting sick)
• then i will prepare three cups of sn
• and finally, at 1:00 am, drink the sn

making this post because my heart is going crazy
i will add updates as i go

Maalox is not aka meto maalox is magnesium oxide, better off skipping that
**not exactly magnesium oxide but same vein of antacid

 

[violetviolence]

Maalox is not aka meto maalox is magnesium oxide, better off skipping that

i meant maalox nausea, it's 5mg meto pills

also, i just took the xanax, gonna dissolve the meto

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you find peace, I wish you the best.

 

[schrei_nach_liebe]

i meant maalox nausea, it's 5mg meto pills

also, i just took the xanax, gonna dissolve the meto

Ahh ok haven't heard of that. Best of luck

 

[Unspoken7612]

Hmm, if I'd seen this earlier I might have said "the xanax might knock you out too early". But if you know how you typically react then no worries.

Best of luck, whatever you decide to do.

 

[Timothy7dff]

Thanks for documenting your experience. I'll be right behind you.

 

[violetviolence]

actually i'm not gonna take the meto it's too risky

you guys are so so kind thank you for your kind words

 

[Unspoken7612]

It's your call. I disagree, but it's up to you - I'm definitely not going to pressure you at this critical moment.

 

[divinemistress36]

I wish you peace on your journey <3

 

[maniac116]

I'm so sorry that your life has brought you to this point!
I hope in the end you find a place of peace & eternal love.
And if the time isn't right there's no shame in waiting.
Peace & love to you

 

[Just_Another_Person]

May you have eternal rest. We will be here with you if you need.

 

[notsadtogo]

Safe travels to a better and kinder place

 

[Bear1234]

I hope you find the peace you are looking for and i hope your journey is an easy one <3

 

[Lookingtoflyfree]

Wishing you peace <3

 

[Gangrel]

we love you, you aren't alone

 

[DoneWithThisLife]

I hope you find the peace you are searching for.

 

[fly]

my protocol:

• will take xanax in a few minutes
• immediately afterwards i will dissolve six maalox pills in water aka 30mg of meto in total (i sincerely hope this doesn't raise the chances of me vomiting or getting sick)
• then i will prepare three cups of sn
• and finally, at 1:00 am, drink the sn

making this post because my heart is going crazy
i will add updates as i go

are u ok?

 

[violetviolence]

glasses ready, just need to crack open this sn, it's closed really tightly

 

[justpathetic]

glasses ready, just need to crack open this sn, it's closed really tightly

Good luck I wish you the peace of nothing

 

[violetviolence]

how do i open the bottle when it has this seal around it? am i just not strong enough?

 

[fvckfamily]

Pegue uma faca e quebre esses selos, se você não tiver uma faca, pode usar os dentes também

 

[violetviolence]

Pegue uma faca e quebre esses selos, se você não tiver uma faca, pode usar os dentes também

ok, thank you

 

[Worndown]

A hot pad might help your grip.
Pliers might give you more leverage.

 

[uniqueusername4]

Were you able to get it open? mine came in a baggy, that looks like it would be hard to open, especially after taking the xanax.

 

[violetviolence]

Were you able to get it open? mine came in a baggy, that looks like it would be hard to open, especially after taking the xanax.

yes, i'm pouring it right now
ok i prepared two glasses, 20g of sn in each one, i have a third one but i'm not gonna mix sn in it

 

[Hanaga]

Good luck, may you find peace

 

[maniac116]

I hope everything goes smoothly for your transition to peace

 

[Wackstar]

violet you still with us?

 

[Just_Another_Person]

Based on the time from the last message I guess they are unconscious or already parted...

Edit: nvm, they are still with is.