Venting I was ready but then not

[AnonymousL]

I was so ready to end it a few days ago but sadly I couldn't because I didn't have everything.

Now I'm going home Friday and if everything goes right the last things should be in my mailbox.

But I don't feel so sure about it anymore which sucks because i just want this misery to stop.

I hope I get in the right headspace again very fast ..

 

[lebrodude]

Sorry to hear you are struggling, we all understand it's a big decision.

What's your method ?

 

[AnonymousL]

Sorry to hear you are struggling, we all understand it's a big decision.

What's your method ?

SN with benzo's and AE

 

[Lifeaffirmingchoice]

I was so ready to end it a few days ago but sadly I couldn't because I didn't have everything.

Now I'm going home Friday and if everything goes right the last things should be in my mailbox.

But I don't feel so sure about it anymore which sucks because i just want this misery to stop.

I hope I get in the right headspace again very fast ..

I would like the pain to end, too