I was found and have been committed

[Caustic Cardinals]

Hi all

Well I was hoping I'd never have to come back here but sadly I was found, my attempt botched
Now I'm stuck in a psychiatric ward

I'm not happy at all
Nothing I can do in here other than water intoxication and that's probably not worth trying - so my first day out I'm going to beachy head

Hope all are doing ok as you can be

Sam

I'v been there more than once sorry

 

[J.D.]

Hi all

Well I was hoping I'd never have to come back here but sadly I was found, my attempt botched
Now I'm stuck in a psychiatric ward

I'm not happy at all
Nothing I can do in here other than water intoxication and that's probably not worth trying - so my first day out I'm going to beachy head

Hope all are doing ok as you can be

Sam

Which psychiatric hospital are you in?

 

[Avicii]

Which psychiatric hospital are you in?

Ha I don't think that's wise to tell especially if the authorities are watching

 

[J.D.]

Ha I don't think that's wise to tell especially if the authorities are watching

Look at my first post in this thread.

It's all null and void.

Legal is fictional and the law is natural law.

There is no such thing as "authorities" it's all fraudulent.

And a fraud revealed is null and void forever.

If they do a tribunal and use one of the honourable names, the judge and a lawyer/ solicitor will get them out ASAP!

 

[InaccessibleHour]

Tough.

Stories like these I get fucking angry. Saying BS like "you can't leave" and forcing you to take meds, those fucking twats should STFU and stop "saving" people, all they're doing is keeping in their own agony and torture, if they want to die just let em fucking die, what's the whole big deal about death anyway. If they really cared they'd let you die. They obviously only care about having you, your body, around, and apparently get a fucking kick out of torturing poor people who just want a peaceful, painless way out of here.

What needs to be done is helping people the right way before they go ahead and try to CTB. Once they're at the stage they're actually trying to CTB, there is no sense torturing those people and forcing to live a longer duller. worse life. They need to either give proper treatment or let em go.

And what I have said above obviously only applies to people who have disorders and are being caused to CTB because of it, if people are genuinely curious and want to know the truth about what's beyond, those people should not be stopped and, if anything, should be honored to be brave enough to see what lies beyond. And if they come back, perhaps they can tell us about what they've seen, if anything, and give the rest of us a great insight. Even if it's just one person's encounter, though, there's nothing saying another person will have this encounter, and so on. It should give the rest of us a lot of insight into what lies beyond, though, and if they don't come back we should just wish em well wherever they end up, if anywhere.

 

[SamK]

I am out now.. thanks everyone for your understanding and support. Its been a hell of a week. I'm sorry i couldn't tell you where, which hospital i was in. I am cautious of this being monitored, i don't know who is on here,

But, it didn't help me, i'm still as i was before i went in, just more medications in my system. I'm going to CTB within the next week, for real. And now researching CO and tent. I must get it over and done with.

 

[weedoge]

I am out now.. thanks everyone for your understanding and support. Its been a hell of a week. I'm sorry i couldn't tell you where, which hospital i was in. I am cautious of this being monitored, i don't know who is on here,

But, it didn't help me, i'm still as i was before i went in, just more medications in my system. I'm going to CTB within the next week, for real. And now researching CO and tent. I must get it over and done with.

Oof good to see you, It's a good idea to be cautious. I hope your experience wasn't too awful and good luck.

 

[SamK]

Anyone have any information on this method?
Is it in the PPH ? or FinalExit Handbook?

 

[SamK]

Thank you weedoge hugs

It was stressful. I smiled all the way through and the psych was like great, the meds are working, you can go!!

I am glad for that, thank goodness. But what a waste of bed space for somebody who could have used it. Nevermind. Maybe there was a reason i should leave it until now. I went to supermarket and see charcoal and stuff on sale. Maybe i wouldn't have succeeded with that method after all. If there is a God, I know they see i'm serious, and if it was to be botched then i hope it was because it was a fail attempt. i need a no return ticket , for real.
I'll be on the next week whilst i research all of this. Cheers all. You all understand.

PS...
I didn't draw attention to myself, this is not an attempt cry for help, or (was) not. This was a .. put me out of my misery.. attempt.. psych people cant do this, nothing can, only my existence being erased can, then i will find peace and everything else

:)
...throws pills in the bin.... wish they could fix it though. But it's not a mental illness!

Talk later

 

[weedoge]

Anyone have any information on this method?
Is it in the PPH ? or FinalExit Handbook?

I know a lot about it actually it's my chosen method but I'm really tired right now, there's a megathread with lots of info on it I think.

here it is https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/carbon-monoxide-megathread.2053

Yeah you seem really determined, best way through psych ward is to fake it so good job. You don't need to explain yourself either so don't worry about that at all. I'll pm you tomorrow I think there's a few important things with CO but it's a great method done right. I personally sort of plan to make it very comfortable for myself, even eating snacks while I'm waiting for it to take effect. Take care of yourself in the meantime.

Main thing, thank god you're out!

 

[Lara Francis]

I am out now.. thanks everyone for your understanding and support. Its been a hell of a week. I'm sorry i couldn't tell you where, which hospital i was in. I am cautious of this being monitored, i don't know who is on here,

But, it didn't help me, i'm still as i was before i went in, just more medications in my system. I'm going to CTB within the next week, for real. And now researching CO and tent. I must get it over and done with.

How long was you in hospital for?
Glad you are free!

 

[PatKat]

I am out now.. thanks everyone for your understanding and support. Its been a hell of a week. I'm sorry i couldn't tell you where, which hospital i was in. I am cautious of this being monitored, i don't know who is on here,

But, it didn't help me, i'm still as i was before i went in, just more medications in my system. I'm going to CTB within the next week, for real. And now researching CO and tent. I must get it over and done with.

Did they send you to the psych ward? How are you now?

 

[akosineenee]

I am out now.. thanks everyone for your understanding and support. Its been a hell of a week. I'm sorry i couldn't tell you where, which hospital i was in. I am cautious of this being monitored, i don't know who is on here,

But, it didn't help me, i'm still as i was before i went in, just more medications in my system. I'm going to CTB within the next week, for real. And now researching CO and tent. I must get it over and done with.

Glad you're out Sam. Rest, research, try and try until you ctb.

 

[SamK]

Thank you so much. cappy_neenee
I was in for about a week , they were going to section me, all 4 drs wantd to, but i pleaded with them to let me go voluntarily, so they did....
7 days total of smiling and they let me out i self discharged. I kidded them alright

i'm glad to be out that's for sure. I just practically lay in bed and smiled the whole time it was exhausting.

Now i need to research the CO and i agree with you weedoge .. I plan on making it peaceful too. Music and snacks and whatever else to make myself comfortable whilst I do it.

:)

 

[SamK]

PS. The psych read about the N and didn't really seem to panic. I think she knows i'm gonna do it but has (wink) tried her best (wink) if you know what I mean. I mean come on. N is not for gestures, they know that, people who get that stuff are beyond desperate they just want to die in peace.

 

[RoloTomasi]

Oh hey Sam, glad you made it out already, welcome back!

 

[Lara Francis]

Thank you so much. cappy_neenee
I was in for about a week , they were going to section me, all 4 drs wantd to, but i pleaded with them to let me go voluntarily, so they did....
7 days total of smiling and they let me out i self discharged. I kidded them alright

i'm glad to be out that's for sure. I just practically lay in bed and smiled the whole time it was exhausting.

Now i need to research the CO and i agree with you weedoge .. I plan on making it peaceful too. Music and snacks and whatever else to make myself comfortable whilst I do it.

:)

You must have been very convincing,they kept me for 3 weeks.welcome back.good luck with your future plans x