lockedcat7u6
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- Jun 1, 2026
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I'm tired of school. I've never felt comfortable there; I've never liked it, and I feel rejected by everyone there. They've told me that everyone hates me, and they've bullied me. I hate them. Once I felt so bad that I skipped school for a week. Even though my body was falling apart, I was happy not to be there.
I wanted to escape school and have my family worry about me, so I thought about taking antidepressants—enough to cause something significant. I wasn't ready to die either, so it wasn't that big of a dose.
Nothing happened that day; I slept and felt nauseous. They took me to the principal's office and called my parents, but no one answered. Then they left me there alone. My arms started shaking. I felt an overwhelming sensation throughout my body. I felt strange, but more than anything, I felt disappointed. I hadn't achieved what I wanted, and nobody cared. I tried again one day later, and that time nothing happened either. So I was disappointed in everything—for being so useless. I thought I should have taken all the pills at once for something to happen, but by then I didn't have any left. At the very least, I wanted to pass out to know that they cared about me, to know if anyone cared—and no, nobody cares.
By the way, does anyone know which pills are good for causing fainting?
I wanted to escape school and have my family worry about me, so I thought about taking antidepressants—enough to cause something significant. I wasn't ready to die either, so it wasn't that big of a dose.
Nothing happened that day; I slept and felt nauseous. They took me to the principal's office and called my parents, but no one answered. Then they left me there alone. My arms started shaking. I felt an overwhelming sensation throughout my body. I felt strange, but more than anything, I felt disappointed. I hadn't achieved what I wanted, and nobody cared. I tried again one day later, and that time nothing happened either. So I was disappointed in everything—for being so useless. I thought I should have taken all the pills at once for something to happen, but by then I didn't have any left. At the very least, I wanted to pass out to know that they cared about me, to know if anyone cared—and no, nobody cares.
By the way, does anyone know which pills are good for causing fainting?