I want to try drugs

[MapleS]

I want to try drugs. Weed is enough though it would be cool to get psychodelics.
Maybe they would help me or broke me even more.
In this state and having therapy-resistant cptsd I will die anyway (also I cannot work and I would need to go back to people I'm scared of. Like amnesia-scared)

 

[bl33ding_heart]

You probably already know this. But be very careful and take the lowest doses possible. And if you want to then over time you could start taking higher doses. I know of peoples lives that have been ruined completely by these sort of substances. Though they weren't very safe and took them recklessly. I don't wanna scare you but be careful please.

 

[TokaNoOwari]

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[nonliv]

I also wish to do drugs, but I don't go outside much and don't have anyone in my circle who does them. Maybe I should try harder, but im already unmotivated as is

 

[HandsInMyHead]

Getting your hands on LSD is very easy if you know what sites to look at. I won't help you find a source, but you'll obviously need to use TOR.
Just be careful about dosages and spit it out if you get a bitter taste, that would indicate that its not LSD but rather NBOMe, a dangerous substitute for LSD.

 

[ben_]

Getting your hands on LSD is very easy

highly dependent on country you live in guess... e.g. australia seems to be somewhat challenging...

you'll obviously need to use TOR.

tor (just download Tor Browser) + some crypto (i think monero might be the most common nowadays) is all you need. but i'd also recommend using PGP (encryption) whenever possible. always look for seller reviews. choose reputable sellers only.

be safe. start very low and remember "set and setting". don't try to be a hero ;) ... this site might be useful: https://tripsit.me/ ... also i heard that xanax can stop a bad trip..

 

[SilentHill]

I really don't recommend it.
These substances react to your mood, and if you're feeling down, they'll most likely make things a lot worse.
I think I've tried every drug you can get your hands on, and believe me, it can become a very destructive habit.
I've been clean for three years now, and I'm happy about it.
The smartest thing to do is not to do it, better safe than sorry.

 

[Snailey]

I wouldn't recommend LSD. Its very strong and a lot can go wrong, and sometimes you dont know what it's cut with.

Ive been taking psilocybin every two weeks and have noticed a definite improvement in my mood, they even recommend psilocybin therapy in one of the recovery threads so I'd suggest that over harsher psychedelics. Just start small at first.

 

[ben_]

I wouldn't recommend LSD. Its very strong and a lot can go wrong, and sometimes you dont know what it's cut with.

Ive been taking psilocybin every two weeks and have noticed a definite improvement in my mood, they even recommend psilocybin therapy in one of the recovery threads so I'd suggest that over harsher psychedelics. Just start small at first.

i never found anything suggesting that LSD is somehow harsher than psilocybin. the reason why psilocybin (shrooms) is often preferred in clinics is mostly because the duration is much shorter. i'd be careful with any psychedelic.

for mushrooms, remember that they can vary a lot in strength, and that the effects might come in "waves". with LSD, remember: "if it's bitter, it's a spitter" :) .. you can split LSD tabs into quarters or even eights, or you can dillute it in water.

may i also suggest that you try to find a clinic in your area that specializes in this stuff.. it's mostly either psilocybin or ketamine, and it's evolving pretty fast. as i said, you generaly won't find LSD because it lasts like 12 hours, and the time of clinicians/therapists is expensive. i'd especially consider a clinic if you want to go for full dose.

 

[N-methylamphetamine]

I want to try drugs. Weed is enough though it would be cool to get psychodelics.
Maybe they would help me or broke me even more.
In this state and having therapy-resistant cptsd I will die anyway (also I cannot work and I would need to go back to people I'm scared of. Like amnesia-scared)

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I really don't recommend it.
These substances react to your mood, and if you're feeling down, they'll most likely make things a lot worse.
I think I've tried every drug you can get your hands on, and believe me, it can become a very destructive habit.
I've been clean for three years now, and I'm happy about it.
The smartest thing to do is not to do it, better safe than sorry.

speak for yourself honestly

highly dependent on country you live in guess... e.g. australia seems to be somewhat challenging...


tor (just download Tor Browser) + some crypto (i think monero might be the most common nowadays) is all you need. but i'd also recommend using PGP (encryption) whenever possible. always look for seller reviews. choose reputable sellers only.

be safe. start very low and remember "set and setting". don't try to be a hero ;) ... this site might be useful: https://tripsit.me/ ... also i heard that xanax can stop a bad trip..

AUS has amazing heroin haha...wished i got some. Yea Monero is the currency used these days because its anonymous

 

[ben_]

i'm actually curious exactly what substance is @SilentHill talking about. because this...

I've been clean for three years now, and I'm happy about it.

... doesn't sound like psychedelics at all...

don't get me wrong, they can fuck you up.. but not like this, i don't think so ..

 

[Hvergelmir]

because it lasts like 12 hours

That's also a good reason to be careful with it. You can't cancel a trip halfway through, and those hours can be very long.
I generally recommend LSA for beginners. It's a bit less intense, and seeds containing it can be ordered more or less legally, on the clearnet. (Still treat it with respect.)

 

[Gomomon]

I want to try drugs. Weed is enough though it would be cool to get psychodelics.
Maybe they would help me or broke me even more.
In this state and having therapy-resistant cptsd I will die anyway (also I cannot work and I would need to go back to people I'm scared of. Like amnesia-scared)

I've tried a few, and I would say Molly, LSD, or Mushrooms are your best bet. You just kinda have to "know" a person, but I'm sure you can find them somewhere online. They are banned in my state, but still pretty easy to come by. For me, LSD didn't work, maybe I didn't take enough, but with Molly, just make sure you drink plenty of water, or someone can "trip-sit" you during these moments. They are very fun at music festivals, you feel connected to everyone around you, the hippies were onto something. You just cant take it on Anti-depressants or dose it twice within a 3 month period, so its more like a once-in-a-lifetime experience because every high won't be as good as the first. Personally, I don't like feeling out of control of my body and actions so I hate alcohol, but I do like experiencing mild hallucinations and brightening of colors/music. Just be careful when you find stuff and do proper research. I was always scared to take drugs because of movies and worrying about being addicted to anything, but psychedelics aren't like Heroin or fentanyl or anything, it heavily depends on the person though. As fun as they are its like all your emotions are hightened, so you could either be really really happy, or if you get scared, suddenly you're worried, an anxiety mess, and sad. Just be aware of your body and your mindset and try to do it in an area or with people you actually enjoy and feel safe around.

 

[chuckapalahniuk27]

I want to try drugs. Weed is enough though it would be cool to get psychodelics.
Maybe they would help me or broke me even more.
In this state and having therapy-resistant cptsd I will die anyway (also I cannot work and I would need to go back to people I'm scared of. Like amnesia-scared)

weed is a good place to start and it's the easiest to get (at least here in the US) i'd just be careful building your tolerance because whenever i take breaks it makes my anxiety even worse and i get super paranoid.
thats me tho, doesn't happen to everyone

psychedelics are also nice if you do them while you're in a good headspace. i like shrooms because you can easily weigh out the dose you take, and u can make tea with them.
having a sober person around to check on you is a good idea. be safe

 

[SilentHill]

i'm actually curious exactly what substance is @SilentHill talking about. because this...

... doesn't sound like psychedelics at all...

don't get me wrong, they can fuck you up.. but not like this, i don't think so ..

Of course, my biggest problem was cocaine.
But from age 14 to 18, there was a period when I used LSD and magic mushrooms very often; I really enjoyed tripping with friends.
One of those friends is in a psychiatric hospital, and another is on the streets with a diagnosis of schizophrenia.
It's totally subjective; I know people who used these substances even more heavily and are still living normal lives today.
I just wanted to point out that hallucinogens carry a small risk of triggering serious mental health conditions.
They're not for everyone.

 

[Snailey]

i never found anything suggesting that LSD is somehow harsher than psilocybin. the reason why psilocybin (shrooms) is often preferred in clinics is mostly because the duration is much shorter. i'd be careful with any psychedelic.

for mushrooms, remember that they can vary a lot in strength, and that the effects might come in "waves". with LSD, remember: "if it's bitter, it's a spitter" :) .. you can split LSD tabs into quarters or even eights, or you can dillute it in water.

may i also suggest that you try to find a clinic in your area that specializes in this stuff.. it's mostly either psilocybin or ketamine, and it's evolving pretty fast. as i said, you generaly won't find LSD because it lasts like 12 hours, and the time of clinicians/therapists is expensive. i'd especially consider a clinic if you want to go for full dose.

I thought i read somewhere its stronger but I cant find it so maybe it was some fringe garbage. But yeah the shorter duration is more manageable.

I still suggest shrooms, doses do vary but strains like Golden Teacher are known to be very consistent when it comes to potency which is why most people try it first.

OP sounds like they want to self-medicate so id suggest Psilocybin in that case. If OP wants to try a more professional method then both of those therapy treatments are good options but I heard Ketamine therapy is expensive for most people.

 

[aoseno perpetuo]

i would recommend psilocybin (shrooms) as the first thing you try. and unlike marijuana, its not neurotoxic or linked to cognitive decline.

 

[MapleS]

thank you all <3
Yeah, I'm looking for self-medication methods cause everything is expencive as hell or illigal QwQ

 

[N-methylamphetamine]

thank you all <3
Yeah, I'm looking for self-medication methods cause everything is expencive as hell or illigal QwQ

what country are you in if you dont mind saying?

 

[MapleS]

what country are you in if you dont mind saying?

Poland

 

[N-methylamphetamine]

Poland

oh lol you got some good vendors because of EU... I think you'll be alright

 

[dreamofnofuture]

I want to try drugs. Weed is enough though it would be cool to get psychodelics.
Maybe they would help me or broke me even more.
In this state and having therapy-resistant cptsd I will die anyway (also I cannot work and I would need to go back to people I'm scared of. Like amnesia-scared)

You could totally grow your own shrooms. It takes a little while but it could be a fun project to research and get started on. There's a lot of info online as to how to do this, and it's pretty cheap to do so, I'd say.

Considering legal stuff, having the spores of psychedelic strains is legal. When you actually use them for inoculation, the legal territory gets iffy. As long as you're not selling them or blabbing to everyone and their mother that you're growing shrooms, you'll be fine though. Law enforcement really don't care.​

 

[HandsInMyHead]

highly dependent on country you live in guess... e.g. australia seems to be somewhat challenging...

As an Australian myself, I didn't have issues (so long as you are ordering domestic). Maybe you've just gotten unlucky or haven't found the right place?

 

[shaggy_dooo]

I want to try drugs. Weed is enough though it would be cool to get psychodelics.
Maybe they would help me or broke me even more.
In this state and having therapy-resistant cptsd I will die anyway (also I cannot work and I would need to go back to people I'm scared of. Like amnesia-scared)

Same here i dont wanna be a junkie id like to do it as a one time thing id like to try marihuana and heroin

 

[myattempt]

2cb - think of it as a baby psychedelic - you cant get chemically addicted to it - dont abuse it tho it helped me alot - it has no comedown - i was using it every day at some point so it really started to mess with my serotonin levels besides im already depressed so i wasnt too bothered --- great as a one off thing
p.s- id love to try mushrooms in the future maybe

 

[Imausername]

I want to have a bad trip on lsd. I've never done drugs but I hear bad trips makes normal people try to ctb.

 

[foreverlanguish]

Where to find these?? I don't know anybody and I need help so bad. My thoughts are killing me