Venting I want to live so badly

[paintedwreath]

I truly want to live so badly. I want to experience love, friendships, music, excitement, all of it.

Unfortunately, my body has been so badly damaged by certain prescription medications that I suffer from constant anhedonia and cognitive dysfunction. I've completely lost my sexuality and my ability to experience attraction. My muscles are constantly twitching. Finasteride has fucked up my life beyond belief. The best part? No one believes me.

I truly want to live so badly, but I don't see how I can salvage this anymore.

 

[johann_liebert]

The best part? No one believes me.

Who have you talked about that? At least medical professionals should take this serious.

I truly want to live so badly, but I don't see how I can salvage this anymore.

Same for me, I too have such limitations but being able to experience all these things you listed, is why I'm still fighting.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm sorry you have to go through this. This is horrible what psych meds can do in some cases. They destroy lives.