I stopped attempting a few months ago. I really wish it had worked but it didnt no matter how i tried. So i decided to try change things. I reached out to my friends again. Im not sure how thats working out. I dont think she wants to talk to me again.
I hate college. I really felt like i was improving in vacation. I went back to my hobbies and studies and was doing really well. Now college started and im reminded of how lonely i really am. In 10 years i wont even be able to come to the reunion cause who would i even talk to.
I really dont want to feel this way anymore. I hate how this place makes me feel and it consumes so much of my time. I really wish i was dead already.
I hate college. I really felt like i was improving in vacation. I went back to my hobbies and studies and was doing really well. Now college started and im reminded of how lonely i really am. In 10 years i wont even be able to come to the reunion cause who would i even talk to.
I really dont want to feel this way anymore. I hate how this place makes me feel and it consumes so much of my time. I really wish i was dead already.
