I want to do it, but I’m too scared to do it by myself, location:CA, US

[Lulu Sun]

I just turned 30, female, live in Southern California, I want a partner, method I'm okay with:
Sodium Nitrite
Gun
Carbon monoxide
Exit Bag and Inert Gas
Jumping
But the survival instinct is too strong, so I can't do it alone, also don't want to feel lonely during the process
I have been struggling with depression and anxiety for a almost my entire life, I want the pain to go away

 

[shadow999]

Hi, SI can be such a pain. Best of luck finding a partner

 

[FuneralCry]

It sounds like you've suffered so much in this cruel existence, I hope that you find the peace you search for.

 

[Lulu Sun]

Hi, SI can be such a pain. Best of luck finding a partner

Thank you so much!

It sounds like you've suffered so much in this cruel existence, I hope that you find the peace you search for.

I appreciate your understanding:)