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sleepydeaths

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two friends in my friend group are driving me crazy and they're causing me great distress, but they're not doing anything wrong. its me and my feelings. but this is the only friend group im in and i don't really know any other people. they're causing me great distress and i want to die but there's nothing to be done. i just want to die. i wish i never introduced them to each other. i wish i killed myself at 14
 
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two friends in my friend group are driving me crazy and they're causing me great distress, but they're not doing anything wrong. its me and my feelings. but this is the only friend group im in and i don't really know any other people. they're causing me great distress and i want to die but there's nothing to be done. i just want to die. i wish i never introduced them to each other. i wish i killed myself at 14
Welcome to SaSu 🫂 you aren't alone. And you don't need such friends who are causing you distress unless they are your classmates whom you've to meet everyday. If they are your true friends, you can speak to them clearly that their action is causing you distress. If you feel they'll not understand, then cut off silently.. More like walking away from them silently without letting them know. You know them better so choose whichever is better, voicing your opinion or walking away silently .
 
iw2begone

iw2begone

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Mar 5, 2025
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Welcome to SaSu 🫂 you aren't alone. And you don't need such friends who are causing you distress unless they are your classmates whom you've to meet everyday. If they are your true friends, you can speak to them clearly that their action is causing you distress. If you feel they'll not understand, then cut off silently.. More like walking away from them silently without letting them know. You know them better so choose whichever is better, voicing your opinion or walking away silently .
easier said than done, because walking away from the friend group would also leave them isolated, I know the feeling well
 
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easier said than done, because walking away from the friend group would also leave them isolated, I know the feeling well
Well.. as I am someone who has had bigger circle in every phase of his life. I have walked away from them when I didn't feel it was right for me to stay. On the other hand, I have lost friends too because I was depressed and suicidal. So, i know how it feels to be alone. I have made peace with being alone and it's actually very peaceful you know to not have a circle. Having friends has its own benefits but ultimate peace is when you are alone.
 
iw2begone

iw2begone

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Mar 5, 2025
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Well.. as I am someone who has had bigger circle in every phase of his life. I have walked away from them when I didn't feel it was right for me to stay. On the other hand, I have lost friends too because I was depressed and suicidal. So, i know how it feels to be alone. I have made peace with being alone and it's actually very peaceful you know to not have a circle. Having friends has its own benefits but ultimate peace is when you are alone.
Ultimate suffering is when I'm alone. I have tried being alone - it fucking sucks. I can think of nothing but death and cyclical thoughts of everything I've ever done wrong or things that happened to me that were flat out wrong. It will only speed up my inevitable demise.
 
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Ultimate suffering is when I'm alone. I have tried being alone - it fucking sucks. I can think of nothing but death and cyclical thoughts of everything I've ever done wrong or things that happened to me that were flat out wrong. It will only speed up my inevitable demise.
I can understand.. i have a friend, he gets miserable when he's alone.. he needs people around him all the time. You are right. In case you ever feel alone, feel free to connect with me. Or connect with anyone you are comfortable to talk to✨❤️
 
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Welcome to SaSu 🫂 you aren't alone. And you don't need such friends who are causing you distress unless they are your classmates whom you've to meet everyday. If they are your true friends, you can speak to them clearly that their action is causing you distress. If you feel they'll not understand, then cut off silently.. More like walking away from them silently without letting them know. You know them better so choose whichever is better, voicing your opinion or walking away silently .
nothing they're doing is wrong, its me. i don't want to walk away because they're some of the only friends i have and being alone will make me miserable. its selfish but i wish i never introduced them to each other lol they're happy but maybe i would've been better off for it
Ultimate suffering is when I'm alone. I have tried being alone - it fucking sucks. I can think of nothing but death and cyclical thoughts of everything I've ever done wrong or things that happened to me that were flat out wrong. It will only speed up my inevitable demise.
i relate
 
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