Venting i want to die

[sleepydeaths]

nothing my friends say to try and make me feel better works
I can't stop cutting and self harming
I can't stop spiraling
people are worried
It feels like i say the same thing and get the same responses. It's nobody's fault but my own
This is all my fault
Maybe this is punishment for some sort of past life
The night has been horrible and i just want to make myself hurt
i just want to cry
i admitted that my friends words were making me feel worse and she hasn't responded
i understand but it hurts idk what i want
i don't want to be alone but nothing people say to comfort me works
i want to kill myself i don't want to suffer like this i want to make myself hurt everything always hurts why does it always have to fucking hurt
i just want to cry
i admitted that my friends words were making me feel worse and she hasn't responded
i understand but it hurts idk what i want
i don't want to be alone but nothing people say to comfort me works
i want to kill myself i don't want to suffer like this i want to make myself hurt everything always hurts why does it always have to fucking hurt

 

[Sadbanana]

I feel the same way. Everything just hurts, no matter what I do. This life is painful and scary. I just want it to stop.

 

[MyShadow]

nothing my friends say to try and make me feel better works
I can't stop cutting and self harming
I can't stop spiraling
people are worried
It feels like i say the same thing and get the same responses. It's nobody's fault but my own
This is all my fault
Maybe this is punishment for some sort of past life
The night has been horrible and i just want to make myself hurt
i just want to cry
i admitted that my friends words were making me feel worse and she hasn't responded
i understand but it hurts idk what i want
i don't want to be alone but nothing people say to comfort me works
i want to kill myself i don't want to suffer like this i want to make myself hurt everything always hurts why does it always have to fucking hurt
i just want to cry
i admitted that my friends words were making me feel worse and she hasn't responded
i understand but it hurts idk what i want
i don't want to be alone but nothing people say to comfort me works
i want to kill myself i don't want to suffer like this i want to make myself hurt everything always hurts why does it always have to fucking hurt

It hurts. It always hurts. I am sorry that you are going through this.
I hope that it helps to know that you're not alone and there are people here who are willing to listen and just be there.