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plan c

plan c

My last resort.
Nov 8, 2022
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gonna miss u terribly
 
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billie

billie

take me back to the night we met
Mar 31, 2024
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i want to die
 
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billie

billie

take me back to the night we met
Mar 31, 2024
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i'm sad and i can't stop crying
 
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Sando_1737

I always wondered why I’m still here
Mar 5, 2025
33
i'm sad and i can't stop crying
Hugs Billie, hugs mate. I'm so sorry. If you want anything I'm here for you. Vent, anything.
 
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wiz_miz_03

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Apr 10, 2025
37
same here
 
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n031

n031

pathetic jester :)
Sep 1, 2024
30
ily billie i want to go with you
 
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billie

billie

take me back to the night we met
Mar 31, 2024
623
suicidal
 
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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,656
Wish we could make your tears stop and turn your sadness around. I can only send you love, and hope it brings a little bit of sunshine to your world of darkness today. Sorry for all your pain, thinking of you.
 
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billie

billie

take me back to the night we met
Mar 31, 2024
623
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plan c

plan c

My last resort.
Nov 8, 2022
181
dont worry, love. no one will blame u for not ctb-ing today or tmr.
 
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billie

billie

take me back to the night we met
Mar 31, 2024
623
"this is it" as michael jackson once said

 
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deadbidaylight

deadbidaylight

And the sun will set for you
Feb 27, 2025
535
If this is what you truly want, then I wish you success this time. I hope what your passing is swift, peaceful and lands you in a place where you never have to feel pain and suffering again. ❤️

If you change your mind, please come back and we will embrace you with open arms.
 
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Jade10666

Jade10666

Exploring the end - Canadian
Apr 8, 2025
135
please find peace whatever happens
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Global Mod | Anorexic Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
2,190
we're here with you đź«¶đź«¶đź«¶ whatever you decide. sending love.
 
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SomewhereAlongThe

SomewhereAlongThe

Goodbye everyone <3
May 17, 2024
466
You will be dearly missed if you go, and deeply loved if you stay. There's something about being around you that brings many people joy, please believe me when I say this, I love your presence. You could send 1 message and light up the entire room. Actually you're like Michael Jackson a bit, it's no wonder you love him so much.
 
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Alias Pluto

Alias Pluto

Member
Nov 29, 2020
65
Don't go Billie, take me back to the night we met and chat with me
 
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Doemu

Doemu

⸸ I am my own end ⸸
Feb 4, 2024
223
Cheer Up Hug GIF by Chibird
 
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shocksites

shocksites

this isn’t rage, it’s too specific
Jan 11, 2025
105
I wish I saw your last post sooner. I hope you're comfortable wherever you are
 
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plan c

plan c

My last resort.
Nov 8, 2022
181
Im sorry things have to come to this, yet im glad to have spend some extra time with u. rest well, dear. and pain no more
 
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plan c

plan c

My last resort.
Nov 8, 2022
181
billie :( really gone this time
 
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Doemu

Doemu

⸸ I am my own end ⸸
Feb 4, 2024
223
I hope you found the peace you were searching for đź«‚
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,232
@billie Wherever you are I hope you are in peace ♥️
 
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Sando_1737

I always wondered why I’m still here
Mar 5, 2025
33
This week we lost someone too young.
 
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sadfemboy:(

Member
Jun 24, 2024
64
my second message in this thread but;
the word going around in chat rn is that billie was banned by mods for breaking rules
they were a really good friend. I was always happy to see them around. very disappointing, I wish them the best.
 
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Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Enlightened
Apr 21, 2025
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I love you @billie
 
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TheSeeker

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Mar 1, 2025
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The biggest mistake suicidal people make is thinking other people will care. Even rich people are forgotten pretty quickly once they are gone.
 
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plan c

plan c

My last resort.
Nov 8, 2022
181
you're not forgotten, billie. There's enough evidence to believe you're still alive but i sure hope u find what u desire on either side. I give myself enough time to reserve a place for u in my memory, and let things move on... yet again i won't be surprised if u come back sometime in the future. it's never too late to make new memories about u
 

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