I tied a noose around my neck simply practicing partial hanging. It hurts so fucking bad. I get exploding head syndrome then I start coughing, so I switched to breathing through my mouth. It helped some but why does suicide have to be literally the most painful thing you'll ever experience, yet its highly rewarding. You get to die. It's like everything I guess in life. Where can I get sodium nitrite? I need to order it. I use to be member on here with a similiar username. I'm a well known user. If someone could dm me a source, it would be welcome but I'm sure it won't be any less painful which is why I almost prefer a rope. Idk.
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