Venting I want to die before the year ends.

[Grog]

I give up. There is nothing and no one left in this world for me.

I'm only ever tolerated. I'm not worthy of love. I'm too ugly, fat, broke, and unstable. No one could love that. I'm unloveable. I'm trash.

I'm tired of feeling so alone. But, it's no one's fault but my own. I am not worthy of love. I don't deserve love.

I think I'm going to sit on the train tracks and wait for it to hit me. I hope I die instantly and feel nothing. I don't want it to hurt.

I'm sorry to everyone I've wronged. I'm sorry that I didn't meet expectations. I'm sorry that I wasn't good enough.

 

[unluckysadness]

I'm sorry for your suffering. I'm tired of being so alone too, but when I'm with people (rarely), I compare myself and it's worse.
I wish you peace wathever you decide

 

[zizzou]

same

 

[idiotmother]

Off topic but I love your Zelda references, I'm replaying that game now, it's truly a treasure. I'm sorry you feel so shitty, this life is truly cruel for some of us, just absolute torture.

 

[doomedforsure]

i wish i have a balls to ctb before Christmas

 

[pj8025]

I'm right there with you. It just scares me because I want to go through with it but it's always the fear that it doesn't work and it's just another attempt

 

[atlanticus0_0]

i think getting hit by a train will hurt alot