i want to ctb but im lost on how to

[little_tree]

i mean im sure there is a way, but i dont know where to start. yeah it sounds dumb, but im too lazy to do anything. i wish i could just snap my fingers and be gone. for context, i live in a pretty controlled environment and i legit dont have anything. not even a rope, and all methods that "exist" are highly unlikely. i just dont know what to do and i dont want to wake up in the morning, I am dreading it so much you dont understand. sorry for the lazy post but im really losing my shit and i wanna ctb like right now

 

[ForgetIExist]

i mean im sure there is a way, but i dont know where to start. yeah it sounds dumb, but im too lazy to do anything. i wish i could just snap my fingers and be gone. for context, i live in a pretty controlled environment and i legit dont have anything. not even a rope, and all methods that "exist" are highly unlikely. i just dont know what to do and i dont want to wake up in the morning, I am dreading it so much you dont understand. sorry for the lazy post but im really losing my shit and i wanna ctb like right now

Many of us feel the same way