I want to ctb because I'm not perfect and I make mistakes.

[OctaviasBurner]

I hate how I make mistakes. I feel worthless because I can't be better, or because I can't learn, and my ego can't handle it. Something as simple as losing in a videogame sends me down a spiral and I can't handle it. What do I do? I have nobody to talk to about it unless I want to lose my place to live. I'm thinking of just choosing a cheap ctb method and just ending it, because I'm not perfect.

 

[lemonandcapers]

It sounds overwhelming to deal with these emotions alone. I can somewhat relate to how every mistake feels crushing to you. Mistakes feel like evidence of my lack of worth, sometimes. I don't want to convince you to do one thing or another, but if you need someone to talk to, I am here.

 

[darksouls]

if all people who are not perfect and make mistakes ctb then there will be no people