Venting i want to be loved

[679chocolates]

i hate myself for how much i crave being loved, i am so disgusted at myself and the immaturity of not being able to see a way to live without it. i need to be craved, i need the attention, i need the reassurance and validation to know that im loved, to know that im worth something anything. why am i so needy and worthless, why is it all i can think about, why does it take over my being.

 

[BizzyBozo]

I feel you twin. The struggle to cope with loneliness and the sheer craving for affection or just to experience something others may call love.
I recall a time when I wasn't craving such I was gifted with an opportunity to have access to a caring partner yet I would push them away.
Maybe bringing upon an attitude like so could bring back the very thing I long for. I just wish I could regain a distraction so great that I cease to care about my aforementioned desires of romantic connection.

Sorry bout that js wanted to dump my input and such.

 

[Grog]

i hate myself for how much i crave being loved, i am so disgusted at myself and the immaturity of not being able to see a way to live without it. i need to be craved, i need the attention, i need the reassurance and validation to know that im loved, to know that im worth something anything. why am i so needy and worthless, why is it all i can think about, why does it take over my being.

I am the same exact way. I understand your pain.

Please try to not hate yourself. You deserve love just like anyone else.