I want someone to read my story..

[yellothere]

I am afraid to dox myself, you will know where I am from. I guess it doesn't matter. But I typed up what happened (it's like 20 pages) it's like a 30-40 minute read. But I named all the people that I asked for help. And explained what happened to me.
I wrote it because if I die, I don't want the people treating me as incompetent, or crazy, who kept trying to shove drugs down my throat to think they were right. I want someone to see that I tried and the system failed me. That it wasn't due to not takin medications. That I was right the entire time. That if people would have listened to me, I would be ok right now. That everything that my ocd and anxiety did made sense to me.

I want someone to tell me how much wasn't fault. I don't understand how so much could go wrong.

I want someone to understand me. To feel my pain. To be on this journey with me.
Is anyone willing?

 

[Tamz]

Sure. I will read it and try to understand your pain.
Let's take your journey.

 

[yellothere]

Sure. I will read it and try to understand your pain. Let's take your journey.
Sure. I will read it and try to understand your pain.
Let's take your journey

Thanks! I will PM you the blog link!

I just blame myself so much for not standing up to myself. Or crying and breaking down all the time over my partner when they were just being frustrated.

Sure. I will read it and try to understand your pain.
Let's take your journey.

I will PM you. There is another part I regret. I just tried so hard to control my situation: what people thought of me, my health, my relationship with my partner, that I lost it all. I just wish doctors didn't think they automatically know everything.

 

[ItsTimeToExit]

Will be happy to read your work.

 

[mentalhealthfighter]

I will read it for you my friend

 

[yellothere]

I will read it for you my friend

I will read it for you my friend

I will PM you. Please let me know what you think. Just message me and I will send you the link. :) I would love for someone to try to understand.

Will be happy to read your work.

I will PM you. I took my name
Off of it.

 

[thelastofit]

I am afraid to dox myself, you will know where I am from. I guess it doesn't matter. But I typed up what happened (it's like 20 pages) it's like a 30-40 minute read. But I named all the people that I asked for help. And explained what happened to me.
I wrote it because if I die, I don't want the people treating me as incompetent, or crazy, who kept trying to shove drugs down my throat to think they were right. I want someone to see that I tried and the system failed me. That it wasn't due to not takin medications. That I was right the entire time. That if people would have listened to me, I would be ok right now. That everything that my ocd and anxiety did made sense to me.

I want someone to tell me how much wasn't fault. I don't understand how so much could go wrong.

I want someone to understand me. To feel my pain. To be on this journey with me.
Is anyone willing?

Sure

 

[Panna]

I am afraid to dox myself, you will know where I am from. I guess it doesn't matter. But I typed up what happened (it's like 20 pages) it's like a 30-40 minute read. But I named all the people that I asked for help. And explained what happened to me.
I wrote it because if I die, I don't want the people treating me as incompetent, or crazy, who kept trying to shove drugs down my throat to think they were right. I want someone to see that I tried and the system failed me. That it wasn't due to not takin medications. That I was right the entire time. That if people would have listened to me, I would be ok right now. That everything that my ocd and anxiety did made sense to me.

I want someone to tell me how much wasn't fault. I don't understand how so much could go wrong.

I want someone to understand me. To feel my pain. To be on this journey with me.
Is anyone willing?

I'd be more than happy to help with this. If thats ok

 

[PeacefulTonic]

I am afraid to dox myself, you will know where I am from. I guess it doesn't matter. But I typed up what happened (it's like 20 pages) it's like a 30-40 minute read. But I named all the people that I asked for help. And explained what happened to me.
I wrote it because if I die, I don't want the people treating me as incompetent, or crazy, who kept trying to shove drugs down my throat to think they were right. I want someone to see that I tried and the system failed me. That it wasn't due to not takin medications. That I was right the entire time. That if people would have listened to me, I would be ok right now. That everything that my ocd and anxiety did made sense to me.

I want someone to tell me how much wasn't fault. I don't understand how so much could go wrong.

I want someone to understand me. To feel my pain. To be on this journey with me.
Is anyone willing?

PM me, I would love to read it.

 

[SoVeryDone]

I would read it. I have a story to tell, too but I just haven't been able to do it yet. I wish you well.

 

[moths]

u deserve to have your story heard. id love to read it

 

[Murakami'sCat]

I'd be happy to read it too, if you still want to share.
I admire anyone who can communicate how they feel because find it so hard to put onto paper, so to speak.

 

[Cherry Crumpet]

I'd be happy to read your story. You deserve to have your words and feelings heard.

 

[eryu]

I'd like to read it too. I'm interested in stories of other people being harmed by medical incompetence/negligence.

 

[dyingalone123]

Willing to read your story too! I'm going through crappy life when it was normal a few months ago. I don't have the will for live anymore either

 

[Chisel]

Sounds like I am dealing with similar. Could I read it also?