Help I want somebody to kill me

[Into_thevoid]

I want somebody to kill me for many reasons, I don't want to die alone and I want somebody to make sure I'm dead

I've had enough I really have had enough

I don't know if what I went through was abuse or not and I don't care, I want to die to feel validated

Friends or anybody else who comes along won't make anything better because I don't feel anything when others do things for me or show appreciation to me and I don't feel or do it to others

Therapy is too expensive and won't work

I don't care about others, they can die and I would shrugg it off

Everyone I've met and told about what happened just says that it was okay or I'm overreacting or that the new generation are just a bunch of softies who consider everything abuse, well what the hell do I have to do to make you realize that I'm not okay? Do I have to kill somebody because that's what it feels like

I want somebody to kill me, I want to die but I don't want to kill myself

 

[counting-out-time]

My option would be to go to North Korea and say your gonna kill kim dong um. Surely that would get you instant death.

 

[Minsu]

My option would be to go to North Korea and say your gonna kill kim dong um. Surely that would get you instant death.

I think he probably would end up in a labour camp instead lol

 

[SVEN]

I get the feeling, however I just can't imagine you getting any serious or genuine response to any type of request like this, sorry.

 

[venin]

I want somebody to kill me for many reasons, I don't want to die alone and I want somebody to make sure I'm dead

I've had enough I really have had enough

I don't know if what I went through was abuse or not and I don't care, I want to die to feel validated

Friends or anybody else who comes along won't make anything better because I don't feel anything when others do things for me or show appreciation to me and I don't feel or do it to others

Therapy is too expensive and won't work

I don't care about others, they can die and I would shrugg it off

Everyone I've met and told about what happened just says that it was okay or I'm overreacting or that the new generation are just a bunch of softies who consider everything abuse, well what the hell do I have to do to make you realize that I'm not okay? Do I have to kill somebody because that's what it feels like

I want somebody to kill me, I want to die but I don't want to kill myself

How old are you, if you don't mind?

 

[Into_thevoid]

How old are you, if you don't mind?

19

 

[venin]

19

I think our generation (in my 30s) doesn't understand you. We are also jealous of you. You're smarter, free-er, better informed and more goodlooking than us.

I'm not saying you're not guilty of some things but I think you're mostly victims.

Of social media, of well hidden addictions, of consumerism, of demonically good marketing, of porn, hypersexuality and so on.

& you've grown up way too soon in comparison to us. And we ourselves have grown up way too soon, so…

I wish the things that bother you and hurt pass away and you manage to live a happy life.

Take care

* maybe it was offtopic, maybe it doesn't help. I tried. That's certain

 

[bp74777]

I agree. Sometimes I wish some random stranger with a craving for murder would just come pick me up and put me out of my misery.

 

[tedbundysprincess]

i want the same thing, it would be nice to at least die in the presence of someone. or the thought of being killed in someone's arms, or at least, that's how i see it - though, does the idea of it not frighten you? (speaking on the 'wanting someone to make sure i'm dead') , part .

 

[dialogos]

I agree. Sometimes I wish some random stranger with a craving for murder would just come pick me up and put me out of my misery.

In reality, the kind of killers you're looking for, get their kicks torturing victims before killing them.
Some even ate them alive.
Do you really want psychopaths to play with you?
https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/ar...an-named-Kevin-Bacon-25-eating-testicles.html

 

[front of me]

It is illegal and inhumane

 

[Myforevercharlie]

This kind of posts attracts all kinds of weirdo"s.

Let me assure you , there are things worse then dead/ being alive

 

[pole]

i'm sorry about what your going through.

when you're on the edge, it all feels too much, everything you've gone through, and all you want to do is escape this world by any means. however, CTB is your choice and the onus is on you.

at the end of the day, no one on this forum will aid you in taking your life, whether it's by advising, encouraging, or another person physically taking action (murder) to help end your suffering.

nonetheless, I hope you find peace.