I want her to know how much she meant to me.

[Listenlow]

I'm getting very close to my ctb day and the only thing I want is to thank my ex for being in my life. I really am so grateful for her and all the time spent with her. She was without a doubt was the love of my life. She has been ghosting me for over a month now and I have no idea if she could even see the messages I sent. I am not looking for a response I just hope that she sees how grateful I am for her.

 

[kurgan]

Do not kill yourself over some women, if you can love once you can love again.

 

[Phyreen]

Oh man I'm kind of the same. I suffer such crippling despair over a girl I love, and I can't help it at all. I want her back. I shouldn't even be alive right now since I tried to kms two days ago, and it was meant to work. Oh how I love her and want her. I hate such advice as 'move on' or 'there are plenty of fish in the sea'. If you ever truly valued someone like that then they're irreplaceable. And, move on to what? My depression is severe. I hardly have any real interest in life. Feeling unrestrained love is the only thing which makes me feel some sort of happiness in my life. It's all just so torturous. I want her to care about me, to listen to me. I guess it's selfish, but I just want the pain to stop for myself, and I failed killing myself (almost embarrassing), so idk. I don't even care what she says to me I just wish I wasn't fucking blocked.