I wanna kms but I don't wanna die either: WHY?

[ravenx]

It's like I want things to change. But why? I remember it was easy to think to die before but now I just can't. Why? I'm suffering too much.

 

[EmptyBottle]

I also sometimes have death/escape wishes... but no idea where to escape to (I'm not in a physically dangerous situation, just not in the mood for various aspects of life)

 

[ravenx]

I also sometimes have death/escape wishes... but no idea where to escape to (I'm not in a physically dangerous situation, just not in the mood for various aspects of life)

Right now i feel more like killing myself than 2 hours ago. I still feel sad and too lonely.

 

[EmptyBottle]

wow, about 1 or 2 hours ago my death wish rose a bit, now it fell a bit (it was over something as simple as timetable issue and being unable to get assignment help today... maybe I can try tomorrow)

 

[ravenx]

wow, about 1 or 2 hours ago my death wish rose a bit, now it fell a bit (it was over something as simple as timetable issue and being unable to get assignment help today... maybe I can try tomorrow)

for me it was the other way around.

 

[EmptyBottle]

for me it was the other way around.

yep, that's why I was quite surprised... that we both had similar timeframes, just the death wish graph trended in different ways

 

[ravenx]

yep, that's why I was quite surprised... that we both had similar timeframes, just the death wish graph trended in different ways

Thinking on all the things that happened really makes me want to die now that i have the chance. Idk if I'm killing myself tonight. I hope so.

 

[EmptyBottle]

mmm, for me, the death wish doesn't go beyond a wish, since from memory, it spikes and falls within hours, probably a lot of little spikes throughout the year