i wanna kill myself so bad

[itsraining]

i'm so fucking sick of living every year feeling so bad, i don't want to deal with this anymore. i dont know what to do, i wish someone would break into my house and shoot me in the head

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

Being murdered or annilhated in swift fashion is the equivalent to a winning powerball lottery ticket around here.

 

[jussaloser]

i just hope someone nice hits me on the street with full speed

 

[permanently tired]

I wish I die of sudden cardiac arrest every night and imagine some maniac just randomly shoots me whenever I go outside

 

[koro]

Relatable, I hope I randomly explode or heart failure or smth

 

[cryone]

right before I sleep I often pray to never wake up again. then I wake up and feel bitter.

 

[wanttodie]

me i'm so fucking sick of living i need to end mylife

I wish I die of sudden cardiac arrest every night and imagine some maniac just randomly shoots me whenever I go outside

me to I wish I die of sudden cardiac arrest every night and imagine some maniac just randomly shoots me whenever I go outside

 

[until death]

I'd rather do that myself than be murdered

 

[R_N]

I wish eclipse like in berserk happens and some monster chews me up. Bones and all.

 

[FuneralCry]

I certainly understand that it's dreadful and tiring feeling so trapped in this existence when you just wish to be gone. I find it horrible how existence doesn't come with an offswitch to instantly and permanently escape from all the suffering existing causes.

 

[kane9191kosugi]

Basically same with everyone posting here. I'm eating less and less and hope that I randomly die of malnutrition or something lol (it won't happen because I'm still eating once or twice a day but I'm definitely getting skinnier than before).

I will probably ctb by using helium or something similar to that and pass out unconsciously. I can't do it indoor because the landowner will ask for a compensation fee, so it's probably going to be a park or somewhere outside when nobody is watching me.

I don't want to do it too rural (like a random forest), because I don't want to imagine myself just rotting (not that it matters since I'm dead but still lol). Probably a park or a nearby lake would do.

 

[hopeless08]

i'm so fucking sick of living every year feeling so bad, i don't want to deal with this anymore. i dont know what to do, i wish someone would break into my house and shoot me in the head

Same I wish someone would shoot me in the head.