i wanna end it so bad rn

[deathisnear]

its late, i cant sleep, thoughts over running me like every night, im so lonely, no one understands, im surrounded by people that love me and they dont understand, i wish i was home alone so i could end it rn, i wanna die so fucking bad rn

 

[HermitLonerGuy]

i get it, i get that feeling some days where its so bad that i just wana die right there and then.
I know how frustrating it can feel like being trapped with no escape.

 

[deathisnear]

i get it, i get that feeling some days where its so bad that i just wana die right there and then.
I know how frustrating it can feel like being trapped with no escape.

I feel so trapped in so many ways, ctb is my only way to peace, my only escape. I want to do it, im ready to do it and Id do it right now if I could, but something is always in the way and it makes me so angry and even more depressed

 

[HermitLonerGuy]

I feel so trapped in so many ways, ctb is my only way to peace, my only escape. I want to do it, im ready to do it and Id do it right now if I could, but something is always in the way and it makes me so angry and even more depressed

i feel the same at times, my problem is lack of a method.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I think we can all sympathise with that agonising frustration. I found it hard to sleep last night thinking about it. It's awful how many of us are just stuck here in anguish.

 

[FuneralCry]

I also wish to be gone more than anything, there really are no words to describe my dislike for life and to me there's nothing more ideal than finally being able to rest for all eternity and not having to deal with this burden that is existence anymore.

But your frustrations are understandable, as after all leaving this world certainly can be difficult and I do get that it can be tiring feeling trapped in this life that we never asked for in the first place. Of course others can never fully understand what we go through as they cannot experience life the same way, as humans we are all alone after all. I hope that you find the freedom that you are looking for.