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Mors.Mors.Mors

Mors.Mors.Mors

Student
Dec 10, 2023
127
I just couldn't bring myself to do it. I just wasn't able to do it. Everything of this survival-designed machine called human body was not letting me do it. I confess I allow fear to control my life, but sometimes tha pain is just too much. This life is a prison. This body is a prison. Fuck it, I guess I will have to fight a little bit more.

"The thought of suicide is a great source of comfort: by means of it one gets through many a dark knight."
 
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4g1vvvven

🔍 Looking for the nicest exit 🚪
Feb 14, 2023
179
I don't know how people do it honestly, seems like one of the simplest methods and it's universally popular but I struggle like you
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,104
I find it so cruel and horrible how it's so unnecessarily difficult to cease existing on our own terms, we really shouldn't have to struggle so much to die. I just hate how we exist in such a hellish anti-suicide society where we are denied the option of a guaranteed, painless death, to me it'd be such a relief to be able to just fall asleep eternally, existence also feels so prison like to me as well.
 
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Mors.Mors.Mors

Mors.Mors.Mors

Student
Dec 10, 2023
127
I don't know how people do it honestly, seems like one of the simplest methods and it's universally popular but I struggle like you
Yeah. I can't believe how damn strong you have to be to do it.
 
FutureHanger

FutureHanger

fml
Dec 9, 2023
360
I just couldn't bring myself to do it. I just wasn't able to do it. Everything of this survival-designed machine called human body was not letting me do it. I confess I allow fear to control my life, but sometimes tha pain is just too much. This life is a prison. This body is a prison. Fuck it, I guess I will have to fight a little bit more.

"The thought of suicide is a great source of comfort: by means of it one gets through many a dark knight."
lol same happened to me hopefully it doesn't tonight. Your quote is funny/real af
 
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Worndown

Worndown

Angelic
Mar 21, 2019
4,216
Not saying you are not ready to go, but when it gets tough enough, SI has a difficult time holding you back.
I am sorry this was not a success for you.
 
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morgueprincess

morgueprincess

ghost
Dec 26, 2023
24
yeah i've tried several times, but backed out i just couldn't
 
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Worndown

Worndown

Angelic
Mar 21, 2019
4,216
It happens. Don't beat yourself up about it.
 

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